• A Psychotic Poem

    I will rage
    While I eat fage
    And destroy the Satanic mage

    I will run
    In the sun
    Until I am done

    I will eat
    A tasty treat
    That can’t be beat

    I am depressed
    It caused me to be distressed
    I won’t get dressed

    I am alright
    I have the might
    I will fight

    I will say
    Hip hip hooray
    It’s a new day

    I will fart
    In Walmart
    As I throw a dart

    I am insane
    I have a defective brain
    My sanity does wane

    by Zachary Uram
    (C) 2024

  • The Blessed Spoon

    I was in
    A super itchy state
    It sure wasn’t great

    Then along came Vi
    With her blessed spoon
    It sent me over the moon

    The treatment
    Was complete
    My joy was replete

    No more
    Horrible itching
    Sweet relief I was enjoying

    by Zachary Uram
    (C) 2024

  • The Church in Crisis: The State of Mental Health in the Body of Christ

    In the past 70 years, there has been significant progress made in the field of mental health. Society has become more accepting of those suffering mental illness, and there is less of a stigma associated with it.

    However there is still much room for progress. Stigma still exists and those suffering mental health issues are by far the most marginalized and disenfranchised and most vulnerable population in America.

    Sadly, there is still vast ignorance, discrimination, and bigotry against those suffering with mental illness. This exists both in the larger society as well as, tragically, in the Church.

    The Church doesn’t have a good track record in its treatment of the mentally ill. For most of the past 2,000 years the mentally ill were treated as if they were demon possessed. They would be locked up in prison, or forced to live alone and fend for themselves. In more recent times, such as the Victorian Era (19th century), the mentally ill were locked up in sanitariums where there were many human rights abuses, and even torture and rape.

    In the 20th century, we saw drugs introduced in the 1950s like lithium (anti-depressant) and haldol (anti-psychotic). These drugs helped many people. But there were still horrible abuses, such as the lobotomy. This procedure, introduced in the 1930s, involved removing part of the patient’s brain. Lobotomies were conducted from the 1930s through the early 1950s. Understand that these procedures were done on helpless patients who did not consent to such a barbaric and cruel procedure. This was an outrageous abuse. According to one 2013 research paper, roughly 60,000 lobotomies were performed in the United States and Europe in the 2 decades after the procedure was invented. President John F. Kennedy’s sister Rosemary had a lobotomy that left her permanently capacitated. Victims of lobotomies were left like vegetables.

    As the treatment of mental illness increased from the 1950s to the present time, sadly there was not a similar increase in the attitudes and amount of ignorance present in many churches in America in their views on the subject.

    Today in the Church, there are millions of believers and thousands of pastors who exhibit vast ignorance and theological confusion when it comes to mentally ill believers in the Church.

    In many churches today, the most popular method for dealing with believers who have mental illness is called biblical counseling (utilizing truths from Scripture to address what is viewed as spiritual problems). Yes that is correct, they do not believe in using primarily psychiatric means of counseling, therapy and drugs. Rather, sadly, many of these churches view the root cause of these manifestations which we label mental illness, as being sins which Scripture addresses. This method of treatment is very popular I’ve noticed in Reformed churches. Especially a type of biblical counseling called nouthetic counseling. Mental illnesses are sins which must be confessed, prayed for, and removed through the process of spiritual sanctification.

    This is a category error. Mental illnesses are not sins. They need psychiatric help, not theological. Methods like nouthetic counseling can actually work for minor mental illnesses, such as minor anxiety and minor transient depression. But in my research and personal experience, these biblical methods provide very little substantive and qualitative assistance to those, like myself, who suffer from severe mental illnesses, such as schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, major depression, severe anxiety disorders, etc.

    Many pastors believe and teach that mental illnesses don’t even exist! Recently Dr. John MacArthur, pastor of Grace Community Church in Sun Valley, California, and president of The Master’s College and Seminary, asserted that there is no such thing as mental illness. For more info on exactly what MacArthur said read this article here.

    This type of ignorant and uneducated speech, from an influential Christian leader, from a man of his great theological stature and prominence is deeply hurtful and potentially very damaging, not only to those believers with mental illness under his charge, but also it could be very damaging to those believers who suffer from mental illnesses who follow him and read his books and listen to his weekly sermons. MacArthur’s statements and assertions were, in my opinion, unwise, misinformed and lacking biblical footing.

    I should say that I admire and respect MacArthur. R.C. Sproul and he were the two people who brought me into Reformed theology. I agree with MacArthur on most issues of theology. However in this case I believe he is dead wrong. Further I believe that pastors like him who are teaching their flocks that mental illnesses don’t exist are dangerous, are unbiblical, are guilty of false teaching, are leading people astray, and are ignorant.

    With this false teaching concerning mental illness, the potential for danger to believers suffering from mental illness is very great. For example, if a believer has major depression and is told by their pastor that mental illness doesn’t exist, it may prevent them from seeking out treatment. If they are suicidal the result could be death by suicide.

    There are some pastors who teach that mental illness is the result of demonic possession. Others teach that what we perceive as mental illnesses are just the result of a lack of faith. These beliefs further stigmatize those suffering from mental illness.

    No matter how prominent or well respected a pastor is, if they are guilty of false teaching they must be challenged and called to repentance. We must hold church leaders, pastors and elders, accountable.

    If you would like to learn more about nouthetic counseling, check out my two posts below.

  • Salvation Explained

    I am certainly
    The chief of sinners
    Without God’s intervention
    There would be no winners

    Born a wretch
    Totally depraved
    God’s sovereign grace
    Quickened my soul; I was saved

    Born of the Spirit
    Ye must be born again
    God predestined His elect
    As many as He did ordain

    Sincerely repent
    And believe the Gospel
    It doesn’t matter
    How much you are awful

    Though your sins
    Are crimson
    God shall make you white as snow
    Whether a man or woman

    You’ll be
    A new creation
    It is cause
    For elation

    We must preach
    The Word
    The whole counsel of God
    Let the Gospel be heard

    by Zachary Uram
    (C) 2024

  • Neck Pain

    The left side of my neck
    Is in terrible pain
    It’s driving me
    Totally insane

    The slightest movement
    Is excruciating
    It’s driven me to psychosis
    I am hallucinating

    Inner voices
    Are tormenting me
    I want to be healed
    And free of misery

    Please touch me, Lord
    I need to be healed
    This pain is atrocious
    But my faith is revealed

    Jesus will touch me
    And I’ll be pain-free
    I’ll no longer suffer
    And I’ll be so happy

    by Zachary Uram
    (C) 2024

  • Down in the Dumps

    Tears are streaming
    Down my face
    I am in
    A difficult place

    I have
    Major depression
    I need a
    Psychiatric session

    I am down
    In the dumps
    I’ve taken
    Mental lumps

    I long
    To be free
    From this
    Mental misery

    by Zachary Uram
    (C) 2024

  • My Salvation

    Christ
    Is my everything
    Without Him
    I am nothing

    I was
    Utterly lost
    But Christ
    Paid the cost

    I was a depraved wretch
    Lost in sin
    Christ provided
    A propitiation

    Now I serve Him
    All my days
    I die to myself
    I am a man who prays

    I long
    To be with the Lord
    Until then I’ll fight
    With a spiritual sword

    I must die to self
    And pursue sanctification
    I am saved by
    Faith alone justification

    My life must yield
    The fruit of the Spirit
    I obey Christ’s commandments
    Salvation is not due to merit

    I am saved
    By God’s sovereign grace alone
    Because Christ
    Did atone

    by Zachary Uram
    (C) 2024

  • Salvation: One Way or Many?

    The prevailing and dominant position among most people is that there are numerous paths to God and salvation. It teaches that Buddhists, Hindus, Muslims, Jewish, and others will be saved by living a “good life”, and God will judge them on the basis of how many good vs evil works they did.

    The truth is the complete antithesis of this popular conception. There is only one way of salvation, and that is by being born again through faith in Christ.

    Two key Scriptures:

    Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.”

    John 14:6

    Jesus is THE way! He is the source of all truth. There is eternal life abundant only in Him. Here Christ asserts that NO ONE comes to the Father except through Him. This leaves NO OTHER ways of salvation. Christ is the ONLY way.

    Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them, “Rulers of the people and elders of Israel: If we this day are judged for a good deed done to a helpless man, by what means he has been made well, let it be known to you all, and to all the people of Israel, that by the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, whom you crucified, whom God raised from the dead, by Him this man stands here before you whole. This is the ‘stone which was rejected by you builders, which has become the chief cornerstone.’ Nor is there salvation in any other, for there is no other name under heaven given among men by which we must be saved.”

    Acts 4:8-12

    Here Peter asserts that there is NO salvation apart from Christ. And there is NO other name which man would be saved by.

    These Scriptures make it crystal clear that faith in Christ is the sole and exclusive means of salvation.

    If a person dies in their sins and isn’t in Christ they go to hell.

    Those who affirm biblical salvation will be called intolerant and even bigoted. We must preach the whole counsel of God, no matter how many times we are insulted or attacked.

  • Our Pilgrim Forebearers

    We left for a new home
    We prayed for God’s guidance
    We had to roam

    We escaped religious persecution
    From England and the Netherlands
    America was the solution

    We set sail for a long journey
    In the New World, we’d make our way
    We needed God’s mercy

    After months at sea
    Many got sick and some died
    We were finally filled with glee

    Our ship the Mayflower arrived
    At Plymouth Rock
    We rejoiced we had survived

    The first winter was brutal
    Sadly, many died
    All our efforts seemed futile

    By God’s grace
    Native Americans came to our aid
    As friends, we did embrace

    They taught us how to hunt
    And fish and grow crops
    This gave us encouragement

    We ate together and thanked the Lord
    Thanksgiving it is called
    Our lives were based on God’s Word

    The Pilgrims built a theocracy
    A government with Christ as the center
    It should have been the model, not a democracy

    The pluralistic republic which America became
    It was modeled after Enlightenment thinking
    We needed a theocracy, what a shame

    by Zachary Uram
    (C) 2024

  • Satan Fell Because of Pride

    June in America is apparently “Pride Month”. LGBT will conduct marches, and parades (parading their sin!!!), and hold other events. An entire month to celebrate the sinfulness of man.

    God has called LGBT beliefs sinful.

    Sodom and Gomorrah were destroyed for the same sins. I wonder how much longer the post-Christian West has before God releases His wrath?!