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My Dear Sister Vi
You help my back
When it goes out of whackYou are so kind and sweet
You can’t be beatYou cook me delicious food
It always puts me in a good moodYou do my laundry without complaint
Truly, you are a saintMy dear Posie
You make my life so rosyMy days are blue
Without youYou shop the supermarket for deals
And you cook me gourmet mealsYou vacuum, mop, and clean our home
From you I’ll never roamWhen I’m depressed like a sad pup
You cheer me upIf I hallucinate and am filled with fear
You comfort me with peace and cheerI will love you for eternity, don’t forget
My precious and dear Violetby Zachary Uram
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Biblical Exegesis: Catholic and Protestant Methodologies Compared

Scripture several times explicitly lists Jesus’ brothers and names them, as well as referencing sisters. Yet despite the clear evidence and witness of Scripture, Catholic interpreters will assert that Mary and Joseph never had sex (Mary has the status of a consecrated virgin who remained a virgin throughout her whole life) and thus deny that Mary and Joseph had any children after Jesus was born. This is once again despite and in opposition to the fact that Scripture explicitly says they had sex once Jesu was born.
As a Protestant I am not bound by any pre-existing stipulations or pronouncements of a Magisterium, I am free to engage in honest and open exegesis of the texts of Scripture. Catholics. on the other hand, come to the text loaded with pre-existing assumptions and presuppositions imposed on them, which color how they see the text.
It’s obvious, and very sad, Catholics need for Mary to be ever virgin/consecrated virgin, because if they let the biblical texts speak for themselves they will be left with an inescapable conundrum: either Scripture is wrong, or their exegesis is wrong and the Magisterium is not infallible. That would be untenable and unthinkable for the Catholic mind, so since it is straightjacketed by prior theological commitments it will inevitably fall into eisegesis when it comes to the texts referencing Mary’s children or Joseph and Mary having sex.
This restrictive process of interpretation which Catholics are bound by severely limits and hampers proper exegesis of the biblical texts.
Further the Catholic assertion that they possess an infallible Magisterium (teaching authority) is fallacious. No such thing exists. There are no infallible interpreters of Scripture.
It should be apparent that Catholics cannot engage in open, honest, and direct exegesis of Scripture. Literally every single Catholic doctrine of faith is subject to eisegesis due to their interpretive methodology.
Further, Catholics, by rejecting the principle of Sola Scriptura, lay themselves open to distortions of the text and eisegesis. They elevate tradition to the same level of authority as Scripture. This is very wicked and unbiblical. Nothing should have the same exalted status as the very Word of God! By being bound by Sola Scriptura we have a safeguard against eisegesis and adopting errant doctrines. Catholics on the other hand have no such safeguard.
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Warp Speed

Going faster
Beyond reason or rhyme
Violating the laws of physics
One at a timeI’m going faster than light
You see
I have no
Terminal velocityAt first traveling this way
Was a shock
If you don’t understand
Don’t mockI navigate hyperspace
Like a pro
Carefully planning
Where I’ll goI’m also able to travel
Backwards and forwards in time
Oh yes the feeling
Is sublimePhased mind warping
Is the way I go
Racing across the universe
I ride the spacetime flowI am
The superluminal explorer
Oh the adventures I have
It’s not because of a disorderby Zachary Uram
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My Fractured Mind

I lost my mind you see
Yes, it happened to meTwas a score and three
Years ago, since I began my miseryI was struck down in my prime
It happened in an instant of timeOne day I woke up hearing voices
My mind was in piecesVisual hallucinations followed soon
I was now a loonI was in a schizoid state
Which isn’t greatI also suffer from major depression
I have no energy or motivationAn anxiety disorder ails me too
My sanity I did eschewMy view of reality is disjointed
And fracturedI have episodes that are dissociative
Where I zone out and reality is alternativeI also have delusions and PTSD
I want to fleeIt’s been a protracted struggle long and hard
I envy the simple life of a bee in the yardWell, not truly, but at least I can dream
My life is too extremeBut I don’t want to complain
Even though I have a broken brainGod has been so good to me
Christ set me free from sin and saved meThere are many hell bound with a whole mind
But they are spiritually blindPerhaps in struggling with mental illness
I’ve found a divine peace and stillnessAt Calvary Jesus bore every single mind malady
He knows my suffering and set me freeI have a great Savior Who knows my pain
One day I’ll have a glorified brainSo I’ll go on living, one day at a time
Thus ends my rhymeby Zachary Uram
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Carrickfergus revisited

I blogged about this amazing performance before. See below. Yet, coming across it again I felt compelled to write a little more.
This performance is pure magic! The song, Carrickfergus, is a sad, traditional Irish ballad.
The soprano soloist, Sibéal Ní Chasaide, is absolutely outstanding with a crystal clear tone and she can project powerfully. The other singers, from VOCES8, make the most amazing harmonies; it made me cry!! The interaction between the Sibéal and the other singers is quite spectacular. Their timing, articulation, and ornamentation are all stellar. Also I must mention that the space they are singing in has great acoustics.
I AM WEEPING LIKE A BABY! Surely the angels sing in Gaelic!
Traditional: Carrickfergus (Arr. Pacey)
Lyrics:
CHORUS: I wish I was in Carrickfergus
I wish I was in Carrickfergus
Is fada ón áit seo go Baile Uí Chuain
Sailing over the deep blue waters
I ndiaidh mo ghrá geal is í ag ealó uaim.
For the seas are deep, love, and I can’t swim over
And neither have I wings to fly,
I wish I met with a handy boatman,
Who’d ferry over my love and I.[Chorus]
Tá an fuacht ag teacht is an teas ag tréigint
An tart ní féidir liom féin é do chlaoi,
Is go bhfuil an leabhar orm ó Shamhain go Fébur
Is ní bheidh sí reidh liom go Féil’ Mhichíl;
I’m seldom drunk though I’m never sober!
A handsome rover from town to town.
But now I am dead and my days are over
Come Molly, a stóirín, now lay me down![Chorus]
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Pat Robertson: A Good and Faithful Servant

Pat Robertson did more for God, and more to advance the Kingdom and help people hurting than every single one of his detractors combined!
- He shared the gospel with hundreds of millions of people!
- He established a Christian university!
- He established the ACLJ to fight in court for Christians’ rights under our constitution!
- His flagship program the 700 Club has ministered to people who lost hope for over 60 years!
- He established the Christian Broadcasting Network (CBN); it has daily shared the gospel with the lost both here in America and around the world for decades!
- His Operation Blessing has spent tens of billions of dollars helping those who are hurting all over the world!
All this demonstrates the love of God!!!
If you have perfect doctrine, but possess no love, you are Hell bound!
I’ve seen some Christians on Facebook assert that Pat didn’t preach the biblical Gospel of repentance. That is an absolute falsehood! I personally heard
Pat articulate the biblical doctrine of repentance many times. Where some of these detractors err is in conflating Reformed soteriology with the Gospel.Sure Reformed theology touches on the Gospel and expands on the nuts and bolts of what’s transpiring, but the simple Gospel message is that Jesus is the promised Messiah, Who died on the cross as a sinless sacrifice for our sins, and was resurrected on the 3rd day (Sunday). Pat preached this Gospel which is the biblical Gospel.
So many Christians are so quick to dismiss Pat as a crackpot, a heretic, or a false prophet. As a Reformed Baptist I have significant theological disagreements with Pat, who was Arminian and Charismatic in his theology, but I’ve been ministered to by Pat for over 30 years! In that 30 years I’ve watched and listened carefully and have seen an abundance of good fruit!!
You vipers and devils have not done even 1 millionth for the kingdom that Pat did, yet you attack and dismiss him and his life’s labor for the gospel!!
I am confident Pat is in Heaven beholding his Savior Jesus this very moment. And his place of honor will be so much greater than ours we won’t even be close enough to see him!Well done, good and faithful servant! Thank you for all you have done Pat! I love you brother!!!
Click here to watch a 47 minute long remembrance video which shows his life!
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My Journey to the Mountain

Leaving the warmth of my home
I set out
Early in the morning
Sunrise
A 6 day trek
Up and back down the mountain
It’s late December
Snow is 3 feet deep
Good thing I have snow shoes
My pack is 30 pounds of supplies
I have Ol’ Red
My .44 Magnum lever action rifle with attached scope
The stock is red cedar wood
Plenty of game to hunt on the mountain
Fresh cold water from streams
Sustain me
I come across a plump rabbit
Scurrying for food
Ol’ Red makes quick work of her
Rabbit stew for dinner
I come across a dense grove of pine
The smell is glorious
I’ll make camp here
I setup my tent
And get out my sleeping bag
I need firewood
My handy hatchet soon procures
An abundance of firewood
I have a nice roaring fire
A few potatoes, onions and carrots
And some spices go in my cast iron pot
The veggies and rabbit are boiling in water
The smell is wonderful
My dinner is soon ready
Plenty of leftovers for lunch tomorrow
I put the lid on the pot and let it simmer
I read “Leaves of Grass” by Walt Whitman
It’s soon midnight
Time to for bed
I have strange dreams
A wolf is chasing me
As I run the frosty air stings my lungs
The wolf closes in on me
Its red glowing eyes are demonic
Suddenly I pull out a small wood carved cross
I shout at the wolf “I rebuke you in Jesus’ Name!”
And suddenly the wolf disappears
I wake up it’s 7am
Despite my dreams
My sleep was sound and restful
I gather up my camp
And I set out for the mountain’s summit
It will be a grueling 2 day journey
After some hours of walking I see a big owl in a tree
It swoops down and catches a mouse
Such a majestic creature
I love the calm and stillness of the mountain
I truly feel at peace
After 2 days I reach the summit
A bald eagle circles high above
Such a powerful predator
The views are amazing
I see other mountains
Deep valleys
Streams
Even a nice lake far in the distance
It’s around 1pm so I go fishing
The mountain stream is chock full of delicious trout
I easily catch enough fish for dinner
I clean the fish thoroughly
Cut it up
Then fry up the trout with some butter
In my cast iron pan
Exhausted from the hike up the mountain
I fall asleep at sun down around 5pm
The next morning I wake up at dawn
A nice sleep indeed
I feel energized for the hike down
Back to my original camp site
It’s 2 days later
I’m back at my original camp site
I spot a young male deer
I slowly take out Ol’ Red
Aim
Fire!
A direct shot in the heart
Venison steak for dinner tonight
And enough meat to take home
I better get to butchering
With my trusty Buck knife
It’s my last night on the mountain
The air up here is so fresh and clean
I feel connected to my ancestors
The past week
Was a way of life to them
I appreciate the comforts of modern life
Yet part of me envies my ancestors
And longs for the simplicity of their type of life
I take out my Sony Walkman portable CD player
And listen to Bach’s Magnificat
The stars above are dazzling
It looks like millions of diamonds
Suspended in space
I appreciate every second
I’ve spent on the mountain
I fall asleep happy for my experience
Yet sad to see it end so soon
I wake up around dawn
Time to leave the mountain
It’ll be a slow trek back home
Thank you Lord
For your glorious creation
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Into the Deep Woods

Japan, Karuizawa, Alley, Backgrounds, Beauty Above is a living canopy
It shrouds me
Only a fraction of light do I see
Into the deep woods I goI wonder at the mighty oak
Green moss covers the trunk
It is tranquility and peace I seek
Into the deep woods I goSunlight dances in the trees above
I spot a lone dove
I’m reminded of God’s love
Into the deep woods I goIn a lush meadow a plumb rabbit eats grass
It’s a lass
I wonder how much food her cheeks can amass
Into the deep woods I goAs I strolled the woods I felt at peace
A deep feeling of divine assurance and grace
I felt a release
Into the deep woods I goPassing by a stream I see a doe
She’s drinking very slow
The majestic deer retreats into the shadow
Into the deep woods I goHow wonderful it is to commune with nature
It brings me closer to God and something greater
Here I am not a stranger
Into the deep woods I goMy time in the green woods is coming to an end
The great beauty has caused this poem I’ve penned
By studying and experiencing God’s creation I’ve been enlightened
Out of the deep woods I goby Zachary Uram
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Praying the Names and Attributes of God

Sources: The Knowledge of the Holy, by A.W. Tozer;
Names of God, by Nathan Stone; and God of Glory, by Kenneth Landon.Day 1
God is Jehovah. The name of the independent, self-complete being—“I AM WHO I AM”—only belongs to Jehovah God. Our proper response to Him is to fall down in fear and awe of the One who possesses all authority.
Look up the passage, Exodus 3:3-15 to learn more.Day 2
God is Jehovah-M’Kaddesh. This name means “the God who sanctifies.” A God separate from all that is evil requires that the people who follow Him be cleansed from all evil.
Look up the passage, Leviticus 20:7,8 to learn more.Day 3
God is infinite. God is beyond measurement—we cannot define Him by proportions or magnitude. He has no beginning, no end, and no limits.
Look up the passage, Romans 11:33 to learn more.Day 4
God is omnipotent. God is all-powerful. He spoke all things into being, and all things—every micro-organism, every breath we take—are sustained by Him. There is nothing too difficult for Him to do.
Look up the passages, Jeremiah 32:17,18; Jeremiah 32:26,27 to learn more.Day 5
God is good. God is the embodiment of perfect goodness. He is kind, caring, and full of favor toward all of creation.
Look up the passage, Psalm 119:65-72 to learn more.Day 6
God is love. God’s love is so great that He gave His only Son to bring us into fellowship with Him. God’s love not only encompasses the world, but embraces each of us personally and intimately.
Look up the passage, 1 John 4:7-10 to learn more.Day 7
God is Jehovah-jireh. This name means “the God who provides.” Just as He provided yesterday, He will also provide today and tomorrow. He grants deliverance from sin, the oil of joy for the ashes of sorrow, and eternal citizenship in His Kingdom for all those adopted into His household.
Look up the passage, Genesis 22:9-14 to learn more.Day 8
God is Jehovah-shalom. This name means “the God of peace.” We are meant to know the fullness of God’s perfect peace, or His “shalom.” God’s peace surpasses understanding and sustains us even through difficult times. It is the product of fully being what we were created to be.
Look up the passage, Judges 6:16-24 to learn more.Day 9
God is immutable. All that God is, He has always been. All that He has been and is, He will ever be. He is ever perfect and unchanging.
Look up the passage, Psalm 102:25-28 to learn more.Day 10
God is transcendent. God is not merely eminent, the highest being. He is transcendent—existing beyond and above the created universe.
Look up the passage, Psalm 113:4,5 to learn more.Day 11
God is just. God is righteous and holy, fair and equitable in all things. We can trust Him to always do what is right.
Look up the passage, Psalm 75:1-7 to learn more.Day 12
God is holy. God’s holiness is not simply our best image of perfection. God is utterly and supremely untainted. His holiness stands apart—unique and incomprehensible.
Look up the passage, Revelation 4:8-11 to learn more.Day 13
God is Jehovah-rophe. This name means “Jehovah heals.” God alone provides the remedy for mankind’s brokenness through His son, Jesus Christ. The Gospel is the physical, moral, and spiritual remedy for all people.
Look up the passage, Exodus 15:22-26 to learn more.Day 14
God is self-sufficient. All things are God’s to give, and all that is given is given by Him. Everything we give Him was initially given to us by Him.
Look up the passage, Acts 17:24-28 to learn more.Day 15
God is omniscient. This means God is all-knowing. God’s knowledge encompasses every possible piece of information regarding anything that currently exists, existed in the past, or will exist in the future.
Look up the passage, Psalm 139:1-6 to learn more.Day 16
God is omnipresent. God is everywhere—in and around everything, close to everyone. “‘Do not I fill heaven and earth?’ declares the Lord.”
Look up the passage, Psalm 139:7-12 to learn more.Day 17
God is merciful. God’s merciful compassion is never ending and does not run dry. Through His provision in Christ, He took the judgment that was rightfully ours and placed it on His own shoulders. He waits and works now for all people to turn to Him and to live under His justification.
Look up the passage, Deuteronomy 4:29-31 to learn more.Day 18
God is sovereign. God presides over every event, great or small, and He is in control of our lives. He rules all creation with all knowledge and power.
Look up the passage, 1 Chronicles 29:11-13 to learn more.Day 19
God is Jehovah-nissi. This name means “God our banner.” Under His banner we go from triumph to triumph and say, “Thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ” (1 Corinthians 15:57).
Look up the passage, Exodus 17:8-15 to learn more.Day 20
God is wise. God knows and acts with perfect wisdom in all things. He always acts for our good, which is to conform us to Christ.
Look up the passage, Proverbs 3:19,20 to learn more.Day 21
God is faithful. Out of His faithfulness God honors His covenants and fulfills His promises. Our hope for the future rests upon God’s faithfulness.
Look up the passage, Psalm 89:1-8 to learn more.Day 22
God is wrathful. Unlike human anger, God’s wrath is never capricious, self-indulgent, or irritable. It is the right and necessary reaction to objective moral evil.
Look up the passage, Nahum 1:2-8 to learn more.Day 23
God is full of grace. Grace is God’s good pleasure that moves Him to grant value where it is undeserved and to forgive debt that cannot be repaid.
Look up the passage, Ephesians 1:5-8 to learn more.Day 24
God is our Comforter. Jesus called the Holy Spirit the “Comforter,” and the apostle Paul writes that the Lord is “the God of all comfort.”
Look up the passage, 2 Corinthians 1:3,4 to learn more.Day 25
God is El-Shaddai. This name means “God Almighty,” the God who is all-sufficient and all-bountiful, the source of all blessings.
Look up the passage, Genesis 49:22-26 to learn more.Day 26
God is Father. Jesus taught us to pray, “Our Father” (Matthew 6:9), and the Spirit of God taught us to cry, “Abba, Father.,” an intimate Aramaic term similar to “Daddy.” The Creator of the universe cares for each one of us as if we were the only child He had.
Look up the passage, Romans 8:15-17 to learn more.Day 27
God is the Church’s head. God the Son, Jesus, is the head of the Church. As the head, the part of the body that sees, hears, thinks, and decides, He gives the orders that the rest of the body lives by.
Look up the passage, Ephesians 1:22,23 to learn more.Day 28
God is our intercessor. Knowing our temptations, God the Son intercedes for us. He opens the doors for us to boldly ask God the Father for mercy. Thus, God is both the initiation and conclusion of true prayer.
Look up the passage, Hebrews 4:14-16 to learn more.Day 29
God is Adonai. This name means “Master” or “Lord.” God, our Adonai, calls all God’s people to acknowledge themselves as His servants, claiming His right to reign as Lord of our lives.
Look up the passage, 2 Samuel 7:18-20 to learn more.Day 30
God is Elohim. This name means “Strength” or “Power.” He is transcendent, mighty and strong. Elohim is the great name of God, displaying His supreme power, sovereignty, and faithfulness in His covenant relationship with us.
Look up the passage, Genesis 17:7,8 to learn more.

