• My Broken Mind

    I am crazy and barking mad
    I’m quite insane
    This is my sad refrain

    At the turn of the millennium
    ‘Twas a score and three
    Since I lost my sanity

    Now my days are troubled
    Filled with pain and woe
    We truly reap what we sow

    My thoughts are speeding past
    It’s a superluminal race
    I can’t keep up the pace

    Delusions and hallucinations
    Rule the day
    I’m left with feeling dismay

    What’s it like
    To be in a psychotic state
    It ain’t great

    My mind is not well
    Thoughts are disjointed and broken
    Am I forsaken

    I’ll take my meds
    See my psychiatrist and pray
    And dream of a better day

    Sometimes I get
    A dissociative event
    At least it’s not permanent

    I zone out
    And lose all touch with reality
    It’s very scary

    My depression makes me lie
    In bed like a beached whale
    Here ends my sad tale

    by Zachary Uram
    (c) 2023

  • Thoughts on a Sunny Day

    Woe is me

    From happiness I doth flee

    Time races past

    I’m a ship without a mast

    The days are dark and filled with pain

    Will I ever be sane

    Days turn into years

    Who can erase my fears

    I cling to hope and pray

    Of a future happy day

    For now I’ll bide my time

    And dream of green hills I may climb

    With no strength or energy

    I’m a prisoner of my own body

    I’ll retreat into my mind

    What wonders I will find

    Traveling the universe faster than light

    I’ll return in a fortnight

    If you care pray for me

    Of a day when I’m happy and fancy free

    By Zachary Uram

    (C) 2023

  • Compromised Care

    There has been, sadly, a disturbing trend of more medical doctors and psychiatrists being replaced by nurse practitioners (NPs) or physician assistants (PAs).

    Administrators and doctors who own a private practice where they employ other doctors love it because it’s a way for them to reduce operating costs and increase profits.

    I posit that the quality of care is compromised with respect to the patients and consumers.

    There is simply no way that a nurse who takes extra classes and goes through some additional training is in any way equivalent in expertise or understanding to a trained medical doctor who has studied medicine for 7 years plus 3-4 years of residency. That lack of knowledge and lack of experience are critical factors.

    On a personal level, I can relate that I’ve seen this compromised care play out. The place I go to for mental health treatment was 90% psychiatrists when I started going there 20 years ago. Today it is just 10% pscychiatrists. I have an extremely complex case. I have 4 severe mental illnesses, and I take 5 psychiatric drugs which have over 8 potential contra indications (bad ways the medications interact). There is simply no way a nurse practitioner is qualified to deal with my case, yet that’s the reality I’m in. I’ve noticed psychiatric care with a nurse practitioner become mainly maintaining current medication levels and a general assessment that one is not suicidal or homicidal (again they lack the expertise to gauge this as well as a psychiatrist). I used to spend 20-30 minutes discussing my psychiatric symptoms when I was seeing a psychiatrist there, such as: lethargy, lack of motivation, irregular sleep, feeling sad and crying a lot, taking no pleasure out of daily activities, hearing constant inner voices which bother me 24×7, intense visual hallucinations as well as both visual and audio at the same time, pressure/tactile hallucinations, deep seated delusions, paranoia, etc. All of that is now gone. The nurse practitioner is beyond her depth and unable to offer me high quality psychiatric care. We the consumers have complained about this problem for years, yet things are only getting worse.

    I realize we have a shortage of doctors, as our aging population expands. New data released in April 2018 by the Association of American Medical Colleges notes that the shortage could climb as high as 120,000 doctors by 2030. But compromising patient/consumer care with nurse practitioners and physician assistants is not the solution.

    Apologists argue that NPs and PAs allow for greater efficiency in a doctor’s office and allows more patients to be seen. The bottom line here is that these are financial considerations, not considerations that impact the improved quality of care.

    Here is an article about a good book, written by 2 MDs, that highlights the issues in utilizing PAs and NPs and how this results in compromised care for their patients.

    Physician authors explore what rise of NPs, PAs means for patients

    Jul 21, 2022

    As Alexus Ochoa-Dockins, a 19-year-old college athlete, was being rushed to the hospital, the responding paramedic contacted the emergency department to alert them that a patient with a suspected pulmonary embolism would be arriving shortly.

    The family nurse practitioner (NP) who would see Alexus in the ED ordered an array of tests, including a chest CT scan that would have confirmed the paramedic’s suspicions. But the scan was postponed after Alexus fainted and a urinalysis showed “presumptive positive detection” for methamphetamine even though the test was negative for amphetamine.

    Ten hours later, the CT scan was performed and was misread by the NP as a crushed sternum. While the diagnosis was wrong, it led to Alexus being transferred to a larger hospital where a physician correctly diagnosed her pulmonary embolism and began treatment. But it was too late, and she died two hours later.

    Rebekah Bernard, MD

    Rebekah Bernard, MD

    Rebekah Bernard, MD, uses Ochoa-Dockins’ story as a thread that ties together the issues she reports on in Patients at Risk: The Rise of the Nurse Practitioner and Physician Assistant in Healthcare, the book she co-wrote with Niran Al-Agba, MD, a pediatrician in Silverdale, Washington. Their book details how care from nonphysicians is dangerously being promoted as “just as good” as that provided by doctors—despite the huge differences in education and training requirements.

    “The more we dug through the case, the more we realized that everything that we were talking about of concern, seemed to happen in her case—just so many perfect examples of just so many things going wrong,” Dr. Bernard said in an interview last year with the AMA.

    “The sad thing is that this is not an isolated incident, it’s just an incident in which everything kind of came together to create this horrific outcome,” she added.

    Who’s behind the white coat?

    The book by Drs. Bernard and Al-Agba delves into how many patients don’t know that—despite their white coat—the person in the exam room with them is not a physician.

    “Unfortunately, most Americans have remained dangerously unaware of this revolution in health care,” the book says. And, “if patients do wonder about being treated by a non-physician, they are reassured that their nurse practitioner or physician assistant is ‘just as good’ as a doctor, an idea reinforced by multimillion-dollar direct-to-patient advertising campaigns.”

    An Oklahoma jury awarded Alexus’ estate $6.19 million, and their attorney said that there was hope that the verdict would lead to changes to ensure that “appropriately qualified medical providers” were on hand at all the state’s hospitals.

    “If only this were the case,” Dr. Bernard wrote.

    It’s the third book written by Dr. Bernard, whose parents were both registered nurses. Her solo practice, Gulf Coast Direct Primary Care, is in Fort Myers, Florida, where she also serves as president of the Collier County Medical Society and president of the grassroots advocacy group Physicians for Patient Protection.

    Find out why physician-led care teams are key to battling the doctor shortage.

    It’s about protecting patients

    Dr. Bernard said her passion for the scope-of-practice issue is “about making sure that patients have the right quality of care and making sure that we’re going to have the care for ourselves because, ultimately, we’re all going to be patients someday.”

    Dr. Bernard is a member of the Florida Medical Association and the AMA, and research from the AMA is cited throughout her book.

    She also cited a 2019 study, “Potential Crisis in Nurse Practitioner Preparation in the United States,” published in the peer-reviewed journal Policy, Politics, & Nursing Practice.

    That study analyzes the American Association of Colleges of Nursing’s list of accredited doctorate of nursing practice (DNP) programs. Of the 533 DNP programs established between 2005 and 2018, researchers found, only 15% were clinical in nature, while the others focused on leadership and administration topics.

    “That means 85% don’t give them any additional clinical training, yet now they have doctor in front of their name,” Dr. Bernard said. “Patients don’t know that it’s almost more like an academic type of a doctorate than a clinical doctorate.”

    The AMA’s truth-in-advertising campaign aims to ensure that all health professionals clearly and honestly state their level of training, education and licensing.

    An AMA-led coalition of 108 national, state and specialty medical societies, has been active in dozens of states this year working to block legislation that would provide inappropriate expansion of the medical services and procedures nonphysician health professionals are allowed to perform.

    Learn more about the AMA’s wide-ranging fight against scope creep.

    https://www.ama-assn.org/practice-management/scope-practice/physician-authors-explore-what-rise-nps-pas-means-patients

    Clearly medical practices and hospitals can do better for their patients.

    I’ve also noticed the increased use of PAs and NPs in speciality doctor practices! This is outrageous.

    PA/NP advocates are pushing for total autonomy with NO oversight/management by Medical Doctors!!!

  • Dawn of the Millennium: A Happy Reminiscence

    I awoke before dawn at 4:30 am
    One cold December Monday morn
    Twas 5 days till the time
    That Christ was born

    I ventured outside
    Before morning’s light
    I beheld a winter wonderland
    Oh what a sight

    The ground was covered
    In a foot of snow
    The streetlights cascaded down
    Creating a warm glow

    I began my slow trek from my tiny apartment
    In Squirrel Hill, down pristine Bartlett Street
    All was undisturbed, just a pure blanket of white
    The coverage was complete

    Above me, crows cawed and flew ahead
    I entered the Upper Panther Hollow Trail
    I felt like an explorer in an alien world
    Visibility was low, it was still quite dark

    As I slowly made my way down the trail in Schenley Park
    I saw above the white canopy I was below
    It reminded me of how God makes us
    White and pure as snow

    Bright white lights punctured the air
    Illuminating a dazzling display
    Of diamonds twinkling and shining
    Into another world, it was a gateway

    I exhale
    I see crystals suspended in time
    The frosty air stings my lungs
    I feel alive and vital, in my prime

    I’m out of the park in South Oakland now
    Walking down Boulevard of the Allies
    I go turn down steep Bates Street
    While singing the Austrian tune Edelweiss

    Traffic is still slow
    I soon reach my destination on Second Avenue
    Carnegie Mellon Research Institute
    My trek is nearly through

    Situated along the banks of the Monongahela River
    CMRI was a nice place to work
    But it’s been over 20 years since it was shutdown
    I disagree with letting us all go, but I won’t besmirk

    In just 3 days, my Christmas and New Year vacation began
    When I returned it would be a new millennium
    2,000 years since Christ was born, a very special time
    Some pundits were predicting Y2K pandemonium

    My workday finished
    I began the long trek home
    It was nice but not quite as magical as the morning
    Home at last, I started reading a thick tome

    I played Bach’s Mass in B minor on my stereo
    And fell asleep early that night
    Dreaming of my winter wonderland
    The comfy chair became my bedsite

    by Zachary Uram
    (c) 2023

  • The Chosen: A Reformed Defense of the Show

    The very popular TV series, The Chosen, tells the story of Jesus over the course of 7 seasons (currently on season 3). It has sharply divided Christians as to whether it is proper or not. Some point to the fact that the production company, Angel Studios, was founded in part by 2 Mormons as enough reason to pass on the show. But I’ve watched the show and have not detected a single instance of Mormon theology is presented. It’s akin to saying we should disregard the US Constitution since some of the signers were Deists and Freemasons!

    Contrary to what some critics are asserting, The Chosen’s creator, Dallas Jenkins, is clear that he does not regard Mormons as Christians and that no Mormon theology has made its way into the show.

    I’ve noticed from reading social media (especially Facebook and Twitter) that the main group of Christians objecting to the series are fellow Reformed believers. Their primary objection is that they believe depicting a member of the Trinity is a violation of the Second Commandment since, they assert, such a depiction represents an idol. I believe such a line of reasoning is extremely poor and fatuous. They are in fact engaging in eisegesis, not careful exegesis.

    In the article above by Dr. Travis Kerns, he argues that depictions of any member of the Trinity constitute idolatry and are thus forbidden and sinful.

    Those who believe depictions of Jesus violate the Second Commandment, like Dr. Kerns, are known as holding to the 2CV (shorthand for Second Commandment Violation) position.

    According to Baker’s Biblical Dictionary, the most prevalent form of idolatry in biblical times was the worship of images or idols that represented or were thought to embody various pagan deities. 

    In the Old Testament, from the beginning, the threat of idolatry was in the midst of Israel. The forefathers were idolaters and, while Abraham was called out of a polytheistic background (Joshua 24:2), some persons brought their gods with them (Genesis 35:2-4). Israel’s sojourn in Egypt placed them under the influence of the Egyptian religion, but God’s sovereignty was manifest by his judgment upon the gods of Egypt (Exodus 12:12; Numbers 33:4). Israel, however, quickly succumbed to idolatry by worshiping a golden calf at Mount Sinai ( Exodus 32 ).

    The first commandment is to have no gods before God (Exodus 20:3; Deuteronomy 5:7). In addition, the construction of any images (Exodus 20:23) or even the mention of the names of gods (Exodus 23:13) was forbidden. Invoking the name of a god was an acknowledgment of its existence and gave credence to its power. By swearing in the name of another god (1 Kings 19:2; 20:10), the people would bind themselves to an allegiance other than God (Joshua 23:7).

    Since idolatry substituted another for God it violated the people’s holiness and was parallel to adultery; hence the frequent use of negative sexual imagery for idolatry, especially by the prophets. Both intermarriage and formal treaties were prohibited because of necessary affiliation with pagan gods (Exod 23:32-33), leading to eventual fellowship (Exodus 34:15) and worship of idols (Numbers 25:2-3).

    https://www.biblestudytools.com/bible-study/topical-studies/idols-that-sneak-into-our-lives-and-how-to-resist-them.html

    So we see clearly that idols are representations of pagan false gods. Let me be clear: there is not one instance of Scripture that forbids depictions of God, nor declares such depictions to be an example of idolatry.

    Further, the second commandment forbids the worship of idols. I don’t know of a single Christian who believes the depiction of Jesus in the Chosen by actor Jonathan RoumiJe should be worshiped.

    Jesus Christ incarnated as a real human being that thousands of people saw. Church tradition holds that the New Tesatment writer Luke (the physician) created the first depiction of Christ (a painted icon). So there is precedent for such depictions.

    Further, those who object to any representation of Jesus, whether a painting, sculpture, or movie, go against 1,500 years of church history. Icons of Jesus were widespread from the early Church until the time of the Protestant Reformation in the 16th century.

    The seminal text that those who believe depictions of Jesus constitute a 2CV (Second Commandment Violation) is Exodus 20:4-6 which is God speaking as He relays the 10 Commandments to Moses on Mt. Sinai. Let’s see what it says:

    “You shall not make for yourself a carved image—any likeness of anything that is in heaven above, or that is in the earth beneath, or that is in the water under the earth; you shall not bow down to them nor serve them. For I, the Lord your God, am a jealous God, visiting the iniquity of the fathers upon the children to the third and fourth generations of those who hate Me, but showing mercy to thousands, to those who love Me and keep My commandments.”

    Exodus 20:4-6 (NKJV)

    If this text was interpreted strictly literally it would mean we could not make any type of artistic representation of ANYTHING in Heaven (God, the angels, etc.) nor ANYTHING that dwells on the earth or in the water. Clearly, God is not forbidding that. I don’t see any Reformed arguing against artistic depictions of their mother, or a cow, or a whale. So they concede that point.

    Further the context (“a jealous God”) is clear that God is forbidding pagan idols being represented (they were almost always carved).

    Every single 2CV argument I’ve seen is extremely weak and seems to be a case of an already formed opinion being imposed upon Scripture, rather than a careful and well supported doctrine which comes from handling the Word of God appropriately.

    I don’t believe one is sinning if they choose to watch The Chosen, or a beautiful depiction of God by a master painter. It borders on rank legalism to assert such and falsely judge our brother as being in sin.

    Sadly even the Reformed can be guilty of elevating their pious traditions of men above the Word of God. Calvin’s writing, as well as that of the other iconoclasts, was not inspired by God. It is his opinion only. I think too many Reformed are being uncritical in their thinking and are guilty of holding to the 2CV postion because of tradition rather than careful biblical exegesis.

    I’ve been attacked, mocked, insulted, and ridiculed, by some Reformed, for being against the 2CV position. I will stand on God’s Word always!

    I find The Chosen to be a fantastic series that’s introducing Jesus and the Gospel accounts of His life to millions of people who would not normally watch such biblical content. It is spreading the Gospel and for that reason it should be lauded and supported by Christians.

    The Chosen is the most popular Christian media for the past 20-30 years. It’s ranked 9.3 out of 10 by 32,000 voters on IMDB.com and scored a 99% approval rating on the popular site Rotten Tomatoes. The Chosen has been viewed nearly 400 million times worldwide!

    By the way, you can watch every single episode of the show totally free here.

    Please support this show by donating and buying seasons on DVD and Blu-Ray!!! See here. It is a crowd-funded show, and your donations and sales fund the next upcoming seasons. Currently, the first 2 seasons are available for purchase.

  • A Defense of Western Christian Colonialism

    Much has been asserted in recent years by revisionist historians and neo-Marxist activists claiming the Western colonization of the New World (primarily South America and Central America) and Africa was a great act of evil that brought only unwanted misery and terror.

    Such superficial and sensationalistic claims are easily refuted using actual history and sound reasoning.

    The truth is that the Western colonization of the world (Africa, the New World, etc.) brought about an enormous amount of good. I’d argue that the net good far outweighed the negatives. In Africa, the native tribes had no scientific or mathematical knowledge to speak of for thousands of years. It had no great cities. Egyptians are not black-skinned Africans, yet black activists continue to claim the Egyptian civilization as its own accomplishment. In fact, in over 1,900 years Africa did not produce so much as a two-story building. It had no great literary or musical achievements. It was economically a subsistence primitive agrarian level. In fact, civilization was at a standstill in Africa for thousands of years with no great universities or centers of learning (not Greek, Roman, or Egyptian; I’m talking about the achievements of native black-skinned African people). Within 50, 100, 200, or 300 years of the Western colonization of Africa, they became transformed into a level of education, commerce, farming, higher education, medicine, technology, military, the arts, music, literature, philosophy, biology, architecture, and the sciences which were undreamed of in centuries past. Millions of lives were saved.

    The much balleyhoed cultural imperialism is a myth. The best of Western culture was gifted to Africa and the New World, whilst the natives still preserved their own vibrant cultures and unique expressions which continue to the present day.

    But thus far I’ve been speaking of pragmatic and materialistic considerations. The greatest achievement, the great gift the West gave to the New World and Africa was the Christian faith. Today there is still religious fighting in Africa, but the horrific seemingly neverending great tribal wars have ended. And the sporadic cases of violence we see today in Africa are nearly 100% due to radical Islam. Through the direct efforts of the Colonizers, God used them in a mighty way to spread the Gospel where before was only darkness, spiritual blindness, pagan superstitions, animism, witchcraft, ancestor worship, and voodoo.

    In South America and Central America the bloody Aztec empire slaughtered millions of innocent people in its pagan blood lust.

    For all the problems of the Spanish Conquistadors, and they did have issues, their putting an end to the brutal ritual of human sacrifice of the Aztecs was a very good thing.

    Not all cultures or civilizations are equal. Not all religions are equal. Christianity is the only religion that is true. All those following other religions are damned. This is opposed to the politically correct view which enshrines diversity and equality as fundamental truths. By literally dozens of metrics Western society was and is superior to the pagan and primitive societies they replaced.

    Again, let me be clear of one fact: the culture and civilization of Africa and the New World was vastly inferior (to a very, very large degree) to that of the West by virtually any way you could measure it.

    These colonized nations should thank God and be appreciative of all that the colonizers gave them. The Gospel pulled them out of the darkness. Their level of education, literacy, medicine, technology, scientific and industrial knowledge, music, literature, the arts, and many more things all improved dramatically.

  • Christ the King

    Hail Christ the King
    The Lord of Lords
    It is His praises I sing

    Born in a humble manger so small
    He would redeem man
    From the curse of the Fall

    He is fully God and fully man
    Because of love
    He enacted the Father’s plan

    Man was lost in sin
    We needed a Savior to ransom us
    A holy propitiation

    Christ came to save
    Those who would repent and believe
    To sin we would no longer be a slave

    “It is finished!” He cried
    And thus Christ gave up His life
    The God Man had died

    Was that rugged cross of Calvary the end
    Was the Son of Man no more
    The Apostles were frightened

    On the third day you see
    No longer held captive by death
    Christ was set free

    Jesus rose from the grave
    Oh glorious event
    Man He would now be able to save

    He reigns supreme over all
    The Alpha and Omega
    Before Christ seraphim do fall

    So repent and trust in Christ alone today
    We are saved by God’s sovereign grace
    I implore you to follow Christ, He is the Way

    by Zachary Uram
    (c) 2023

  • Daycare: American Dream or Dystopian Nightmare

    One of the most destructive things to negatively impact the family in modern times has been the enormously popular trend of parents having their children raised in daycare, instead of the traditional model where the husband works and the mother is a full-time stay-at-mom who tends to her children’s development with nurturing, care, love, attention, and discipline. All of these critical qualities are severely lacking in even the best daycare centers.

    Parents warehouse their children here for 10-16 hours per day. The children are being paid by largely unskilled, unmotivated, minimum wage (or slightly higher) workers who are overburdened caring for dozens of kids and are stressed out. This toxic scenario is hardly the ideal environment for a child during its most formative and impressionable years. It is critical that parents bond with their children in these early years, and especially so for the bonding between mother and child.

    It’s also critical that children receive proper discipline and structure. Scripture commands the use of corporal punishment, and it’s illegal to employ it in daycare centers.

    This environment can create a perfect storm of factors that negatively affect a child’s early childhood development. This early development (cognitive, physical, social emotional, and spiritual) we know is super critical to a child’s overall well-being and future health. Most children who have this excellent early childhood development grow up to be responsible, moral, law-abiding, and productive members of society who eschew hedonism, alcohol, and drug abuse.

    We have literally tens of millions of kids who have spent 10-16 hours every day in daycare because both parents are working full-time! I thank God my father worked so hard and put in 16-18 hour days at work so Mommy could be a full-time stay-at-home Mom. Children are now being raised by strangers during their most formative years who could care less about them!! It’s awful! There is no way some daycare employee is going to nurture, love, teach and support a child the way their mother would!

    Economics plays a huge role in this phenomenon. Up until the 1970s daycare was unheard of. Some women had part-time jobs and if they were away from home a trusted family member would watch their job. But that was a very small minority of cases. In the 20-year period between 1980-2000, the number of daycares that opened was astronomical! And further, if you look at the past 20 years the numbers are even more shocking. It’s so bad that now a majority of American kids are being raised in daycare. The elephant in the room is the fact that these children are suffering because their mothers choose to have a career and put a certain higher level of material comfort over the needs of their families. The rise in feminism perfectly correlates with the rise in daycare.

    Women are brainwashed by their parents and public schools that they must go to university and get a career. For 50 years now we’ve seen the results of this social experiment and the fruits are very bitter. There are many cases where the mother could be a stay-at-home Mom if her husband and her cut back dramatically on expenses. They don’t need a $200,000 to $400,000 home, a $60,000 SUV, or $80,000 truck, or expensive vacations, or expensive jewelry, a new wardrobe every few years, or eating out at restaurants every week.

    There are so many things that are non-essential luxuries, yet many have convinced themselves if they wish to achieve the American Dream these material comforts are essential. I know that these parents love their children, yet they are trapped and have been conditioned to believe certain things which aren’t true.

    Another thing to consider is: daycare (even the cheapest) is expensive. I once saw a report by an economist that said if you calculate the cost of daycare that would be saved if the mother was a stay-at-home Mom and coupled it with the tax savings, in many cases, it was actually better economically to have the mother not work, or it would have been about the same cost savings. So the line that most mothers absolutely must work is a total fabrication!

    Sadly, I must also note that ever year many children in daycare are physically or sexually abused.

    Looking back at my childhood, I am so very thankful for my parents making sacrifices and working so hard for my sisters and I. Having Mommy at home was a huge blessing. We may not have had the best house, car, or been able to take luxury vacations, but we had lots of love and are to this day a very closeknit family!

  • Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God

    Babylon Burning. From the Apocalypse of Saint John
     (Revelations 18). Luther Bible, First Edition. 1530. Private collection. Photo © Art Resource, New York.

    Introduction

    Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God” is a sermon written by the American theologian Jonathan Edwards, preached to his own congregation in Northampton, Massachusetts, to profound effect, and again on Wednesday, July 8, 1741, in Enfield, Connecticut. The preaching of this sermon was a great catalyst for the ongoing [First] Great Awakening (1730-1755 a period of religious fervor and widespread revival; many people repented and trusted in Christ alone).

    Jonathan Edwards delivered this sermon to the congregation at the 2nd Meeting House in Enfield.

    It is arguably the most famous sermon in American history. Its author, Puritan pastor and scholar, Jonathan Edwards, is considered by many historians – both religious and secular – to be the greatest philosopher and theologian the nation has ever produced.

    Background

    Wednesday, July 8, 1741. It was some 7 years after Edwards had witnessed the first wave of revival in the town where he pastored in Northampton, Massachusetts. By ’41 the Great Awakening, as we now call it, had spread far and wide throughout the New England states.

    That afternoon Edwards began to preach his famous sermon at the second meetinghouse in the town of Enfield, Massachusetts. (Today, it is Enfield, Connecticut, after the town seceded from Massachusetts in 1749.) It was not the first time he had preached the sermon, but the results on this particular occasion were extraordinary.

    Until that day it seems that Enfield had been considered a spiritual dry spot. Neighboring towns, like Suffield, had seen great religious fervor, but Enfield remained unaffected. Several concerned clergies began traveling to the town, and eventually, Jonathan Edwards himself made his visit.

    Edwards was a powerful preacher on account of the tremendous content of his sermons. He was not known for being very demonstrative, but rather his presence in the pulpit was reportedly characterized by “a powerful sense of restraint, authority, and discipline.” Several sources describe how he often appeared to fixhis eyes on the back wall of the church as he spoke, and that he did not seem to veer away from his prepared manuscript.

    Historical Witness

    An eyewitness. Rev. Stephen Williams of Longmeadow, Massachusetts, was in attendance that day in Enfield, and he recorded what happened:

    … before the sermon was done there was a great moaning and crying through the whole House, ‘what shall I do to be saved’ — ‘oh, I am going to Hell’ — ‘oh,
    what shall I do for Christ’, and so on, so that the minister was obliged to desist, the shrieks and cries were piercing and amazing — after some time of waiting, the
    congregation were still, so that a prayer was made by Mr. W. and after that we descended from the pulpit and discoursed with the people — some in one place and some in another — and amazing and astonishing the power of God was seen — and several souls were hopefully wrought upon that night, and oh the cheerfulness and pleasantness of their countenances that received comfort — oh that God would strengthen and confirm — we sung a hymn and prayed and dismissed the Assembly.

    Analysis

    We have often heard this sermon discussed, and usually, it is dismissed as a quaint product of its Puritan era. The inference is always that we live in “more enlightened times”, and that beyond its literary value, Sinners has little to say to us. But I would ask you to consider this. This sermon was written and preached in the revival fires of the Great Awakening; a visitation of God that changed the very social fabric of America. The fact that God the Holy Spirit saw fit to bless the delivery of this particular sermon with an extraordinary attendance of convicting power is
    beyond dispute. Furthermore, nothing Edwards preached here is out of harmony with the Bible’s clear teaching on Divine wrath and eternal punishment. God would not have so wonderfully attested to what is not true. And if it was true then, it is true today, for God does not change (Malachi 3:6).

    Hell is real. The poor souls that Edwards referred to as being at that time, in 1741, in the torments of hell are still there! Their sentence, in fact, has still only just begun, and the horror of that should haunt us. If we do not have the assurance that we are saved by God’s grace through faith in His Son, Jesus Christ, then it should cause us not to rest until we’ve found such peace with God. If we do possess assurance of salvation, the images in this sermon should drive us to seek to win souls above every other priority in our lives.

    This sermon was used providentially during the height of the [First] Great Awakening to open the minds and hearts of many to the reality of God’s existence and the fierceness of his coming judgment. With vivid imagery of Hell, combined with observations of the world and citations of the Scriptures, Edwards like a skilled surgeon exposes the problem of man (sin), the future state of a man dying in his sins (Hell), and the Person who can save him from this miserable and terrifying fate (Christ). By pressing unrelentingly, Edwards warns of the horrors of hell, describes man’s natural state of total depravity, and describes Hell’s torments in graphic language. He did so, prodding his listeners to flee the coming wrath and run to Christ. At the same time, it was also an appeal to man’s need for salvation and a reminder of the agonies that awaited the unreformed. Edwards read the sermon, as he always did, in a composed style, with few gestures or movements. However, the sermon had a dramatic effect on his parishioners, many of whom wept and moaned.

    The sermon emphasizes the belief that Hell is a real place. This belief was widespread in Edwards’ time, yet is much less popular today sadly even among professing Christians. Edwards hoped that the imagery and language of his sermon would awaken audiences to the horrific reality that he believed awaited them should they continue without calling on Christ to be saved. The main point is that God has given humanity a chance to sincerely repent and trust in Christ alone. Edwards says that it is the mere will of God that keeps men from the depths of Hell. This act of restraint has given humanity a chance to mend their ways and return to Christ.

    This sermon is the best-known and influential written work of Jonathan Edwards, a preeminent pastor, and theologian. It’s a fitting representation of his preaching style and is widely studied by Christians and historians, providing a glimpse into the theology of the [First] Great Awakening. Edwards is regarded by many learned men to be the greatest theologian America has ever produced. the homily was at once regarded by many as the greatest ever given on American soil and vehemently attacked by others as puritanical “fire and brimstone.” It made a profound and lasting impact on American Christianity.

    I believe this type of honest exposition of God’s Word, with vivid imagery, coupled with emotional content to impress upon the sinner the urgent need for a Savior and the horrific torments which await them in Hell should they die apart from Christ is very effective and very much needed in today’s preaching. Far too many pastors are afraid to be as blunt and honest as Edwards is in this sermon.

    Scripture says that:

    The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all those who practice it have a good understanding. His praise endures forever.

    Psalm 111:10

    And Christ Himself says:

    And do not fear those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in Hell.

    Matthew 10:28

    Markers

    Note: While the second Meetinghouse no longer exists, its location is marked by an engraved stone on the west side of Route 5 (Enfield Street), just a few feet south of the intersection with Post Office Road.

    The site of the Second Meetinghouse of the First Ecclesiastical Society is marked by a monument that was installed by the Penelope Terry Abbey Chapter of the Daughters of the American Revolution in 1931 as part of the celebration of the 250th anniversary of Enfield’s founding. This postcard shows the monument, which commemorates both the meetinghouse and Jonathan Edwards’ Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God sermon that was preached there.
    No images exist of the meetinghouse where Jonathan Edwards preached his Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God sermon. This drawing from A History of God’s Standing Order Church in Enfield 1680-1973 is a best-guess at what it may have looked like based on church records and typical meeting house construction when it was built (1706-1707). Records indicate that the building was 38 feet square, two stories tall, with a small belfry, although no bell was ever installed. It was located in the middle of Enfield Street just at or south of the intersection with Post Office Road.

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    Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God

    Given July 8, 1741 at Enfield, Connecticut

    “Their foot shall slide in due time”
    Deuteronomy 32:35

    In this verse is threatened the vengeance of God on the wicked unbelieving Israelites, who were God’s visible people, and who lived under the means of grace; but who, notwithstanding all God’s wonderful works towards them, remained (as vers 28.) void of counsel, having no understanding in them.  Under all the cultivations of heaven, they brought forth bitter and poisonous fruit; as in the two verses next preceding the text.  — The expression I have chosen for my text, their foot shall slide in due time, seems to imply the following things, relating to the punishment and destruction to which these wicked Israelites were exposed.

    1. That they were always exposed to destruction; as one that stands or walks in slippery places is always exposed to fall.  This is implied in the manner of their destruction coming upon them, being represented by their foot sliding.  The same is expressed, Psalm 72:18. “Surely thou didst set them in slippery places; thou castedst them down into destruction.”
    2. It implies, that they were always exposed to sudden unexpected destruction.  As he that walks in slippery places is every moment liable to fall, he cannot foresee one moment whether he shall stand or fall the next; and when he does fall, he falls at once without warning: Which is also expressed in Psalm 73:18,19.  “Surely thou didst set them in slippery places; thou castedst them down into destruction: How are they brought into desolation as in a moment!”
    3. Another thing implied is, that they are liable to fall of themselves, without being thrown down by the hand of another; as he that stands or walks on slippery ground needs nothing but his own weight to throw him down.
    4. That the reason why they are not fallen already and do not fall now is only that God’s appointed time is not come.  For it is said, that when that due time, or appointed time comes, their foot shall slide.  Then they shall be left to fall, as they are inclined by their own weight.  God will not hold them up in these slippery places any longer, but will let them go; and then, at that very instant, they shall fall into destruction; as he that stands on such slippery declining ground, on the edge of a pit, he cannot stand alone, when he is let go he immediately falls and is lost.

    The observation from the words that I would now insist upon is this.  — “There is nothing that keeps wicked men at any one moment out of hell, but the mere pleasure of God.”  — By the mere pleasure of God, I mean his sovereign pleasure, his arbitrary will, restrained by no obligation, hindered by no manner of difficulty, any more than if nothing else but God’s mere will had in the least degree, or in any respect whatsoever, any hand in the preservation of wicked men one moment.  — The truth of this observation may appear by the following considerations.

    1. There is no want of power in God to cast wicked men into hell at any moment.  Men’s hands cannot be strong when God rises up.  The strongest have no power to resist him, nor can any deliver out of his hands.  — He is not only able to cast wicked men into hell, but he can most easily do it.  Sometimes an earthly prince meets with a great deal of difficulty to subdue a rebel, who has found means to fortify himself, and has made himself strong by the numbers of his followers.  But it is not so with God.  There is no fortress that is any defence from the power of God.  Though hand join in hand, and vast multitudes of God’s enemies combine and associate themselves, they are easily broken in pieces.  They are as great heaps of light chaff before the whirlwind; or large quantities of dry stubble before devouring flames.  We find it easy to tread on and crush a worm that we see crawling on the earth; so it is easy for us to cut or singe a slender thread that any thing hangs by: thus easy is it for God, when he pleases, to cast his enemies down to hell.  What are we, that we should think to stand before him, at whose rebuke the earth trembles, and before whom the rocks are thrown down?
    2. They deserve to be cast into hell; so that divine justice never stands in the way, it makes no objection against God’s using his power at any moment to destroy them.  Yea, on the contrary, justice calls aloud for an infinite punishment of their sins.  Divine justice says of the tree that brings forth such grapes of Sodom, “Cut it down, why cumbereth it the ground?”  Luke 13:7.  The sword of divine justice is every moment brandished over their heads, and it is nothing but the hand of arbitrary mercy, and God’s mere will, that holds it back.
    3. They are already under a sentence of condemnation to hell.  They do not only justly deserve to be cast down thither, but the sentence of the law of God, that eternal and immutable rule of righteousness that God has fixed between him and mankind, is gone out against them, and stands against them; so that they are bound over already to hell.  John 3:18.  “He that believeth not is condemned already.”  So that every unconverted man properly belongs to hell; that is his place; from thence he is, John 8:23.  “Ye are from beneath:” And thither he is bound; it is the place that justice, and God’s word, and the sentence of his unchangeable law assign to him.
    4. They are now the objects of that very same anger and wrath of God, that is expressed in the torments of hell.  And the reason why they do not go down to hell at each moment, is not because God, in whose power they are, is not then very angry with them; as he is with many miserable creatures now tormented in hell, who there feel and bear the fierceness of his wrath.  Yea, God is a great deal more angry with great numbers that are now on earth: yea, doubtless, with many that are now in this congregation, who it may be are at ease, than he is with many of those who are now in the flames of hell. So that it is not because God is unmindful of their wickedness, and does not resent it, that he does not let loose his hand and cut them off.  God is not altogether such an one as themselves, though they may imagine him to be so.  The wrath of God bums against them, their damnation does not slumber; the pit is prepared, the fire is made ready, the fumace is now hot, ready to receive them; the flames do now rage and glow.  The glittering sword is whet, and held over them, and the pit hath opened its mouth under them.
    5. The devil stands ready to fall upon them, and seize them as his own, at what moment God shall permit him.  They belong to him; he has their souls in his possession, and under his dominion.  The scripture represents them as his goods, Luke 11:12.  The devils watch them; they are ever by them at their right hand; they stand waiting for them, like greedy hungry lions that see their prey, and expect to have it, but are for the present kept back.  If God should withdraw his hand, by which they are restrained, they would in one moment fly upon their poor souls.  The old serpent is gaping for them; hell opens its mouth wide to receive them; and if God should permit it, they would be hastily swallowed up and lost.
    6. There are in the souls of wicked men those hellish principles reigning, that would presently kindle and flame out into hell fire, if it were not for God’s restraints.  There is laid in the very nature of carnal men, a foundation for the torments of hell.  There are those corrupt principles, in reigning power in them, and in full possession of them, that are seeds of hell fire.  These principles are active and powerful, exceeding violent in their nature, and if it were not for the restraining hand of God upon them, they would soon break out, they would flame out after the same manner as the same corruptions, the same enmity does in the hearts of damned souls, and would beget the same torments as they do in them.  The souls of the wicked are in scripture compared to the troubled sea, Isa. 57:20.  For the present, God restrains their wickedness by his mighty power, as he does the raging waves of the troubled sea, saying, “Hitherto shalt thou come, but no further;” but if God should withdraw that restraining power, it would soon carry all before it.  Sin is the ruin and misery of the soul; it is destructive in its nature; and if God should leave it without restraint, there would need nothing else to make the soul perfectly miserable.  The corruption of the heart of man is immoderate and boundless in its fury; and while wicked me live here, it is like fire pent up by God’s restraints, whereas if it were let loose, it would set on fire the course of nature; and as the heart is now a sink of sin, so if sin was not restrained, it would immediately turn the soul into fiery oven, or a furnace of fire and brimstone.
    7. It is no security to wicked men for one moment, that there are no visible means of death at hand.  It is no security to a natural man, that he is now in health, and that he does not see which way he should now immediately go out of the world by any accident, and that there is no visible danger in any respect in his circumstances.  The manifold and continual experience of the world in all ages, shows this is no evidence, that a man is not on the very brink of eternity, and that the next step will not be into another world.  The unseen, unthought-of ways and means of persons going suddenly out of the world are innumerable and inconceivable.  Unconverted men walk over the pit of hell on a rotten covering, and there are innumerable places in this covering so weak that they will not bear their weight, and these places are not seen.  The arrows of death fly unseen at noon-day; the sharpest sight cannot discem them.  God has so many different unsearchable ways of taking wicked men out of the world and sending them to hell, that there is nothing to make it appear, that God had need to be at the expense of a miracle, or go out of the ordinary course of his providence, to destroy any wicked man, at any moment.  All the means that there are of sinners going out of the world, are so in God’s hands, and so universally and absolutely subject to his power and determination, that it does not depend at all the less on the mere will of God, whether sinners shall at any moment go to hell, than if means were never made use of, or at all concerned in the case.
    8. Natural men’s prudence and care to preserve their own lives, or the care of others to preserve them, do not secure them a moment.  To this, divine providence and universal experience do also bear testimony.  There is this clear evidence that men’s own wisdom is no security to them from death; that if it were otherwise we should see some difference between the wise and politic men of the world, and others, with regard to their liableness to early and unexpected death: but how is it in fact?  Eccles. 2:16.  “How dieth the wise man? even as the fool.”
    9. All wicked men’s pains and contrivande which they use to escape hell, while they continue to reject Christ, and so remain wicked men, do not secure them from hell one moment.  Almost every natural man that hears of hell, flatters himself that he shall escape it; he depends upon himself for his own security; he flatters himself in what he has done, in what he is now doing, or what he intends to do. Every one lays out matters in his own mind how he shall avoid damnation, and flatters himself that he contrives well for himself, and that his schemes will not fail.  They hear indeed that there are but few saved, and that the greater part of men that have died heretofore are gone to hell; but each one imagines that he lays out matters better for his own escape than others have done.  He does not intend to come to that place of torment; he says within himself, that he intends to take effectual care, and to order matters so for himself as not to fail. But the foolish children of men miserably delude themselves in their own schemes, and in confidence in their own strength and wisdom; they trust to nothing but a shadow.  The greater part of those who heretofore have lived under the same means of grace, and are now dead, are undoubtedly gone to hell; and it was not because they were not as wise as those who are now alive: it was not because they did not lay out matters as well for themselves to secure their own escape.  If we could speak with them, and inquire of them, one by one, whether they expected, when alive, and when they used to hear about hell, ever to be the subjects of misery: we doubtless, should hear one and another reply, “No, I never intended to come here: I had laid out matters otherwise in my mind; I thought I should contrive well for myself — I thought my scheme good.  I intended to take effectual care; but it came upon me unexpected; I did not look for it at that time, and in that manner; it came as a thief — Death outwitted me: God’s wrath was too quick for me.  Oh, my cursed foolishness!  I was flattering myself, and pleasing myself with vain dreams of what I would do hereafter; and when I was saying, Peace and safety, then sudden destruction came upon me.”
    10. God has laid himself under no obligation, by any promise to keep any natural man out of hell one moment.  God certainly has made no promises either of eternal life, or of any deliverance or preservation from eternal death, but what are contained in the covenant of grace, the promises that are given in Christ, in whom all the promises are yea and amen.  But surely they have no interest in the promises of the covenant of grace who are not the children of the covenant, who do not believe in any of the promises, and have no interest in the Mediator of the covenant.

    So that, whatever some have imagined and pretended about promises made to natural men’s earnest seeking and knocking, it is plain and manifest, that whatever pains a natural man takes in religion, whatever prayers he makes, till he believes in Christ, God is under no manner of obligation to keep him a moment from eternal destruction.

    So that, thus it is that natural men are held in the hand of God, over the pit of hell; they have deserved the fiery pit, and are already sentenced to it; and God is dreadfully provoked, his anger is as great towards them as to those that are actually suffering the executions of the fierceness of his wrath in hell, and they have done nothing in the least to appease or abate that anger, neither is God in the least bound by any promise to hold them up one moment; the devil is waiting for them, hell is gaping for them, the flames gather and flash about them, and would fain lay hold on them, and swallow them up; the fire pent up in their own hearts is struggling to break out: and they have no interest in any Mediator, there are no means within reach that can be any security to them.  In short, they have no refuge, nothing to take hold of; all that preserves them every moment is the mere arbitrary will, and uncovenanted, unobliged forbearance of an incensed God.

    Application

    The use of this awful subject may be for awakening unconverted persons in this congregation.  This that you have heard is the case of every one of you that are out of Christ.  — That world of misery, that take of burning brimstone, is extended abroad under you.  There is the dreadful pit of the glowing flames of the wrath of God; there is hell’s wide gaping mouth open; and you have nothing to stand upon, nor any thing to take hold of; there is nothing between you and hell but the air; it is only the power and mere pleasure of God that holds you up.

    You probably are not sensible of this; you find you are kept out of hell, but do not see the hand of God in it; but look at other things, as the good state of your bodily constitution, your care of your own life, and the means you use for your own preservation.  But indeed these things are nothing; if God should withdraw his hand, they would avail no more to keep you from falling, than the thin air to hold up a person that is suspended in it.

    Your wickedness makes you as it were heavy as lead, and to tend downwards with great weight and pressure towards hell; and if God should let you go, you would immediately sink and swiftly descend and plunge into the bottomless gulf, and your healthy constitution, and your own care and prudence, and best contrivance, and all your righteousness, would have no more influence to uphold you and keep you out of hell, than a spider’s web would have to stop a falling rock.  Were it not for the sovereign pleasure of God, the earth would not bear you one moment; for you are a burden to it; the creation groans with you; the creature is made subject to the bondage of your corruption, not willingly; the sun does not willingly shine upon you to give you light to serve sin and Satan; the earth does not willingly yield her increase to satisfy your lusts; nor is it willingly a stage for your wickedness to be acted upon; the air does not willingly serve you for breath to maintain the flame of life in your vitals, while you spend your life in the service of God’s enemies.  God’s creatures are good, and were made for men to serve God with, and do not willingly subserve to any other purpose, and groan when they are abused to purposes so directly contrary to their nature and end.  And the world would spew you out, were it not for the sovereign hand of him who hath subjected it in hope.  There are the black clouds of God’s wrath now hanging directly over your heads, full of the dreadful storm, and big with thunder; and were it not for the restraining hand of God, it would immediately burst forth upon you.  The sovereign pleasure of God, for the present, stays his rough wind; otherwise it would come with fury, and your destruction would come like a whirlwind, and you would be like the chaff of the summer threshing floor.

    The wrath of God is like great waters that are dammed for the present; they increase more and more, and rise higher and higher, till an outlet is given; and the longer the stream is stopped, the more rapid and mighty is its course, when once it is let loose.  It is true, that judgment against your evil works has not been executed hitherto; the floods of God’s vengeance have been withheld; but your guilt in the mean time is constantly increasing, and you are every day treasuring up more wrath; the waters are constantly rising, and waxing more and more mighty; and there is nothing but the mere pleasure of God, that holds the waters back, that are unwilling to be stopped, and press hard to go forward.  If God should only withdraw his hand from the flood-gate, it would immediately fly open, and the fiery floods of the fierceness and wrath of God, would rush forth with inconceivable fury, and would come upon you with omnipotent power; and if your strength were ten thousand times greater than it is, yea, ten thousand times greater than the strength of the stoutest, sturdiest devil in hell, it would be nothing to withstand or endure it.

    The bow of God’s wrath is bent, and the arrow made ready on the string, and justice bends the arrow at your heart, and strains the bow, and it is nothing but the mere pleasure of God, and that of an angry God, without any promise or obligation at all, that keeps the arrow one moment from being made drunk with your blood.  Thus all you that never passed under a great change of heart, by the mighty power of the Spirit of God upon your souls; all you that were never bom again, and made new creatures, and raised from being dead in sin, to a state of new, and before altogether unexperienced light and life, are in the hands of an angry God.  However you may have reformed your life in many things, and may have had religious affections, and may keep up a form of religion in your families and closets, and in the house of God, it is nothing but his mere pleasure that keeps you from being this moment swallowed up in everlasting destruction.  However unconvinced you may now be of the truth of what you hear, by and by you will be fully convinced of it.  Those that are gone from being in the like circumstances with you, see that it was so with them; for destruction came suddenly upon most of them; when they expected nothing of it, and while they were saying, Peace and safety: now they see, that those things on which they depended for peace and safety, were nothing but thin air and empty shadows.

    The God that holds you over the pit of hell, much as one holds a spider, or some loathsome insect over the fire, abhors you, and is dreadfully provoked: his wrath towards you burns like fire; he looks upon you as worthy of nothing else, but to be cast into the fire; he is of purer eyes than to bear to have you in his sight; you are ten thousand times more abominable in his eyes, than the most hateful venomous serpent is in ours.  You have offended him infinitely more than ever a stubborn rebel did his prince; and yet it is nothing but his hand that holds you from falling into the fire every moment.  It is to be ascribed to nothing else, that you did not go to hell the last night; that you was suffered to awake again in this world, after you closed your eyes to sleep.  And there is no other reason to be given, why you have not dropped into hell since you arose in the morning, but that God’s hand has held you up.  There is no other reason to be given why you have not gone to hell, since you have sat here in the house of God, provoking his pure eyes by your sinful wicked manner of attending his solemn worship.  Yea, there is nothing else that is to be given as a reason why you do not this very moment drop down into hell.

    O sinner!  Consider the fearful danger you are in: it is a great furnace of wrath, a wide and bottomless pit, full of the fire of wrath, that you are held over in the hand of that God, whose wrath is provoked and incensed as much against you, as against many of the damned in hell.  You hang by a slender thread, with the flames of divine wrath flashing about it, and ready every moment to singe it, and burn it asunder; and you have no interest in any Mediator, and nothing to lay hold of to save yourself, nothing to keep off the flames of wrath, nothing of your own, nothing that you ever have done, nothing that you can do, to induce God to spare you one moment.  — And consider here more particularly,

    1. Whose wrath it is: it is the wrath of the infinite God.  If it were only the wrath of man, though it were of the most potent prince, it would be comparatively little to be regarded.  The wrath of kings is very much dreaded, especially of absolute monarchs, who have the possessions and lives of their subjects wholly in their power, to be disposed of at their mere will.  Prov. 20:2.  “The fear of a king is as the roaring of a lion:  Whoso provoketh him to anger, sinneth against his own soul.”  The subject that very much enrages an arbitrary prince, is liable to suffer the most extreme torments that human art can invent, or human power can inflict.  But the greatest earthly potentates in their greatest majesty and strength, and when clothed in their greatest terrors, are but feeble, despicable worms of the dust, in comparison of the great and almighty Creator and King of heaven and earth.  It is but little that they can do, when most enraged, and when they have exerted the utmost of their fury.  All the kings of the earth, before God, are as grasshoppers; they are nothing, and less than nothing: both their love and their hatred is to be despised.  The wrath of the great King of kings, is as much more terrible than theirs, as his majesty is greater.  Luke 12:4,5.  “And I say unto you, my friends, Be not afraid of them that kill the body, and after that, have no more that they can do. But I will forewarn you whom you shall fear: fear him, which after he hath killed, hath power to cast into hell: yea, I say unto you, Fear him.
    2. It is the fierceness of his wrath that you are exposed to.  We often read of the fury of God; as in Isa. 59:18.  “According to their deeds, accordingly he will repay fury to his adversaries.”  So Isa. 66:15.  “For behold, the Lord will come with fire, and with his chariots like a whirlwind, to render his anger with fury, and his rebuke with flames of fire.”  And in many other places.  So, Rev. 19:15, we read of “the wine press of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God.”  The words are exceeding terrible.  If it had only been said, “the wrath of God,” the words would have implied that which is infinitely dreadful: but it is “the fierceness and wrath of God.”  The fury of God!  The fierceness of Jehovah!  Oh, how dreadful that must be!  Who can utter or conceive what such expressions carry in them!  But it is also “the fierceness and wrath of almighty God.”  As though there would be a very great manifestation of his almighty power in what the fierceness of his wrath should inflict, as though omnipotence should be as it were enraged, and exerted, as men are wont to exert their strength in the fierceness of their wrath.  Oh! then, what will be the consequence!  What will become of the poor worms that shall suffer it!  Whose hands can be strong?  And whose heart can endure?  To what a dreadful, inexpressible, inconceivable depth of misery must the poor creature be sunk who shall be the subject of this! Consider this, you that are here present, that yet remain in an unregenerate state.  That God will execute the fierceness of his anger, implies, that he will inflict wrath without any pity.  When God beholds the ineffable extremity of your case, and sees your torment to be so fastly disproportioned to your strength, and sees how your poor soul is crushed, and sinks down, as it were, into an infinite gloom; he will have no compassion upon you, he will not forbear the executions of his wrath, or in the least lighten his hand; there shall be no moderation or mercy, nor will God then at all stay his rough wind; he will have no regard to your welfare, nor be at all careful lest you should suffer too much in any other sense, than only that you shall not suffer beyond what strict justice requires.  Nothing shall be withheld, because it is so hard for you to bear.  Ezek. 8:18.  “Therefore will I also deal in fury: mine eye shall not spare, neither will I have pity; and though they cry in mine ears with a loud voice, yet I will not hear them.”  Now God stands ready to pity you; this is a day of mercy; you may cry now with some encouragement of obtaining mercy.  But when once the day of mercy is past, your most lamentable and dolorous cries and shrieks will be in vain; you will be wholly lost and thrown away of God, as to any regard to your welfare.  God will have no other use to put you to, but to suffer misery; you shall be continued in being to no other end; for you will be a vessel of wrath fitted to destruction; and there will be no other use of this vessel, but to be filled full of wrath.  God will be so far from pitying you when you cry to him, that it is said he will only “laugh and mock,” Prov. 1:25,26,&c. How awful are those words, Isa. 63:3, which are the words of the great God.  “I will tread them in mine anger, and will trample them in my fury, and their blood shall be sprinkled upon my garments, and I will stain all my raiment.”  It is perhaps impossible to conceive of words that carry in them greater manifestations of these three things, viz. contempt, and hatred, and fierceness of indignation.  If you cry to God to pity you, he will be so far from pitying you in your doleful case, or showing you the least regard or favour, that instead of that, he will only tread you under foot.  And though he will know that you cannot bear the weight of omnipotence treading upon you, yet he will not regard that, but he will crush you under his feet without mercy; he will crush out your blood, and make it fly, and it shall be sprinkled on his garments, so as to stain all his raiment.  He will not only hate you, but he will have you in the utmost contempt: no place shall be thought fit for you, but under his feet to be trodden down as the mire of the streets.
    3. The misery you are exposed to is that which God will inflict to that end, that he might show what that wrath of Jehovah is.  God hath had it on his heart to show to angels and men, both how excellent his love is, and also how terrible his wrath is.  Sometimes earthly kings have a mind to show how terrible their wrath is, by the extreme punishments they would execute on those that would provoke them.  Nebuchadnezzar, that mighty and haughty monarch of the Chaldean empire, was willing to show his wrath when enraged with Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego; and accordingly gave orders that the burning fiery furnace should be heated seven times hotter than it was before; doubtless, it was raised to the utmost degree of fierceness that human art could raise it.  But the great God is also willing to show his wrath, and magnify his awful majesty and mighty power in the extreme sufferings of his enemies.  Rom. 9:22.  “What if God, willing to show his wrath, and to make his power known, endured with much long-suffering the vessels of wrath fitted to destruction?”  And seeing this is his design, and what he has determined, even to show how terrible the unrestrained wrath, the fury and fierceness of Jehovah is, he will do it to effect.  There will be something accomplished and brought to pass that will be dreadful with a witness.  When the great and angry God hath risen up and executed his awful vengeance on the poor sinner, and the wretch is actually suffering the infinite weight and power of his indignation, then will God call upon the whole universe to behold that awful majesty and mighty power that is to be seen in it.  Isa. 33:12-14.  “And the people shall be as the burnings of lime, as thorns cut up shall they be burnt in the fire.  Hear ye that are far off, what I have done; and ye that are near, acknowledge my might.  The sinners in Zion are afraid; fearfulness hath surprised the hypocrites, ” &c. Thus it will be with you that are in an unconverted state, if you continue in it; the infinite might, and majesty, and terribleness of the omnipotent God shall be magnified upon you, in the ineffable strength of your torments.  You shall be tormented in the presence of the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb; and when you shall be in this state of suffering, the glorious inhabitants of heaven shall go forth and look on the awful spectacle, that they may see what the wrath and fierceness of the Almighty is; and when they have seen it, they will fall down and adore that great power and majesty.  Isa. 66:23,24.  “And it shall come to pass, that from one new moon to another, and from one sabbath to another, shall all flesh come to worship before me, saith the Lord.  And they shall go forth and look upon the carcasses of the men that have transgressed against me; for their worm shall not die, neither shall their fire be quenched, and they shall be an abhorring unto all flesh.”
    4. It is everlasting wrath.  It would be dreadful to suffer this fierceness and wrath of Almighty God one moment; but you must suffer it to all eternity.  There will be no end to this exquisite horrible misery.  When you look forward, you shall see a long for ever, a boundless duration before you, which will swallow up your thoughts, and amaze your soul; and you will absolutely despair of ever having any deliverance, any end, any mitigation, any rest at all.  You will know certainly that you must wear out long ages, millions of millions of ages, in wrestling and conflicting with this almighty merciless vengeance; and then when you have so done, when so many ages have actually been spent by you in this manner, you will know that all is but a point to what remains.  So that your punishment will indeed be infinite.  Oh, who can express what the state of a soul in such circumstances is!  All that we can possibly say about it, gives but a very feeble, faint representation of it; it is inexpressible and inconceivable:  For “who knows the power of God’s anger?

    How dreadful is the state of those that are daily and hourly in the danger of this great wrath and infinite misery!  But this is the dismal case of every soul in this congregation that has not been bom again, however moral and strict, sober and religious, they may otherwise be.  Oh that you would consider it, whether you be young or old!  There is reason to think, that there are many in this congregation now hearing this discourse, that will actually be the subjects of this very misery to all eternity.  We know not who they are, or in what seats they sit, or what thoughts they now have.  It may be they are now at ease, and hear all these things without much disturbance, and are now flattering themselves that they are not the persons, promising themselves that they shall escape.  If we knew that there was one person, and but one, in the whole congregation, that was to be the subject of this misery, what an awful thing would it be to think of!  If we knew who it was, what an awful sight would it be to see such a person!  How might all the rest of the congregation lift up a lamentable and bitter cry over him!  But, alas!  instead of one, how many is it likely will remember this discourse in hell?  And it would be a wonder, if some that are now present should not be in hell in a very short time, even before this year is out.  And it would be no wonder if some persons, that now sit here, in some seats of this meeting-house, in health, quiet and secure, should be there before tomorrow morning.  Those of you that finally continue in a natural condition, that shall keep out of hell longest will be there in a little time!  your damnation does not slumber; it will come swiftly, and, in all probability, very suddenly upon many of you.  You have reason to wonder that you are not already in hell.  It is doubtless the case of some whom you have seen and known, that never deserved hell more than you, and that heretofore appeared as likely to have been now alive as you.  Their case is past all hope; they are crying in extreme misery and perfect despair; but here you are in the land of the living and in the house of God, and have an opportunity to obtain salvation.  What would not those poor damned hopeless souls give for one day’s opportunity such as you now enjoy!

    And now you have an extraordinary opportunity, a day wherein Christ has thrown the door of mercy wide open, and stands in calling and crying with a loud voice to poor sinners; a day wherein many are flocking to him, and pressing into the kingdom of God.  Many are daily coming from the east, west, north and south; many that were very lately in the same miserable condition that you are in, are now in a happy state, with their hearts filled with love to him who has loved them, and washed them from their sins in his own blood, and rejoicing in hope of the glory of God.  How awful is it to be left behind at such a day!  To see so many others feasting, while you are pining and perishing!  To see so many rejoicing and singing for joy of heart, while you have cause to mourn for sorrow of heart, and howl for vexation of spirit!  How can you rest one moment in such a condition?  Are not your souls as precious as the souls of the people at Suffield, where they are flocking from day to day to Christ?

    Are there not many here who have lived long in the world, and are not to this day born again?  and so are aliens from the commonwealth of Israel, and have done nothing ever since they have lived, but treasure up wrath against the day of wrath?  Oh, sirs, your case, in an especial manner, is extremely dangerous.  Your guilt and hardness of heart is extremely great.  Do you not see how generaity persons of your years are passed over and left, in the present remarkable and wonderful dispensation of God’s mercy?  You had need to consider yourselves, and awake thoroughly out of sleep.  You cannot bear the fierceness and wrath of the infinite God.  — And you, young men, and young women, will you neglect this precious season which you now enjoy, when so many others of your age are renouncing all youthful vanities, and flocking to Christ?  You especially have now an extraordinary opportunity; but if you neglect it, it will soon be with you as with those persons who spent all the precious days of youth in sin, and are now come to such a dreadful pass in blindness and hardness.  — And you, children, who are unconverted, do not you know that you are going down to hell, to bear the dreadful wrath of that God, who is now angry with you every day and every night?  Will you be content to be the children of the devil, when so many other children in the land are converted, and are become the holy and happy children of the King of kings?

    And let every one that is yet out of Christ, and hanging over the pit of hell, whether they be old men and women, or middle aged, or young people, or little children, now hearken to the loud calls of God’s word and providence.  This acceptable year of the Lord, a day of such great favour to some, will doubtless be a day of as remarkable vengeance to others.  Men’s hearts harden, and their guilt increases apace at such a day as this, if they neglect their souls; and never was there so great danger of such persons being given up to hardness of heart and blindness of mind.  God seems now to be hastily gathering in his elect in all parts of the land; and probably the greater part of adult persons that ever shall be saved, will be brought in now in a little time, and that it will be as it was on the great out-pouring of the Spirit upon the Jews in the apostles’ days; the election will obtain, and the rest will be blinded.  If this should be the case with you, you will eternally curse this day, and will curse the day that ever you was born, to see such a season of the pouring out of God’s Spirit, and will wish that you had died and gone to hell before you had seen it.  Now undoubtedly it is, as it was in the days of John the Baptist, the axe is in an extraordinary manner laid at the root of the trees, that every tree which brings not forth good fruit, may be hewn down and cast into the fire.

    Therefore, let every one that is out of Christ, now awake and fly from the wrath to come.  The wrath of Almighty God is now undoubtedly hanging over a great part of this congregation.  Let every one fly out of Sodom:  “Haste and escape for your lives, look not behind you, escape to the mountain, lest you be consumed.”

  • A Primer on Salvation

    Does man have free choice as it pertains to salvation?

    I believe a careful study of Scripture will reveal that man has the ability to make choices, yet we are not totally free in our moral agency. This is due to the fact that the natural man, before he is saved, is spiritually dead and is thus limited in the degrees of freedom he has. He is a slave to his nature which is wholly sinful. He cannot make certain choices, such as choosing Christ, in this fallen sinful state. Due to total depravity man’s will is only free to choose evil.

    Imagine a prisoner locked in a cell. Within the cell (his moral nature) he can make real choices that are free, he can pace the floor, read a book, or whistle a tune. However he cannot walk outisde the cell. His nature (the cell) traps him inside and prevents him from making certain choices. So too are we dead in our sinful nature and can act only according to that nature, in other words, we can only choose the actions which our nature permits.

    And you were dead in your trespasses and sins,

    Ephesians 2:1

    even when we were dead in our transgressions, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved),

    Ephesians 2:5

    When you were dead in your transgressions and the uncircumcision of your flesh, He made you alive together with Him, having forgiven us all our transgressions,

    Colossians 2:13

    For the mind set on the flesh is death, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace,

    Romans 8:6

    If Christ is in you, though the body is dead because of sin, yet the spirit is alive because of righteousness.

    Romans 8:10

    It’s like expecting a dead man on the operating theatre to jump up and dance an Irish jig. It’s not going to happen unless the heart is shocked back to life. Without God’s sovereign grace selecting us (predestined at the foundation of the world) and quickening spiritual life into our dead soul thus regeneration us, we would remain spiritually lost.

    The natural man has a heart of stone. When we are saved we’re given a heart of flesh.

    And I will give you a new heart, and a new spirit I will put within you. And I will remove the heart of stone from your flesh and give you a heart of flesh.

    Ezekiel 36:26

    Salvation is a monergistic process, it occurs solely through the work of God. Some such as Orthodox, Catholics, and Arminian Protestants assert that salvation is a synergistic process of man and God working together. This is utter heresy and is condemned by Scripture. This semi-Pelagian belief that man has a share in his salvation contradicts Scripture which is clear that man is spiritually dead in his trespasses and unable to choose God.

    All that the Father gives me will come to me, and whoever comes to me I will never cast out.

    John 6:37

    No one can come to me unless the Father who sent me draws him. And I will raise him up on the last day.

    John 6:44

    For by grace you have been saved through faith. And this is not your own doing; it is the gift of God, not a result of works, so that no one may boast.

    Ephesians 2:8-9

    God’s sovereign grace which regenerates a man is irresistible. Imagine a person who nearly drowned and is on the beach hanging between life and death. The lifeguard alone can save their life, and when he begins working on the person this is irresistible. So too does the Holy Spirit move when quickening a man.

    This doesn’t mean a person is saved kicking and screaming against their will. God conditions them and works a miracle giving them a new heart which is receptive to faith which is a gift. Regeneration always precedes faith.

    “To say that we are able by our own efforts to think good thoughts or give God spiritual obedience before we are spiritually regenerate is to overthrow the gospel and the faith of the universal church in all ages.” – John Owen

    even as he chose us in him before the foundation of the world, that we should be holy and blameless before him. In love he predestined us for adoption to himself as sons through Jesus Christ, according to the purpose of his will,

    Ephesians 1:4-5

    So then it depends not on human will or exertion, but on God, who has mercy.

    Romans 9:16

    These passages clearly indicate that God chose certain people, the Elect, for salvation prior even to the creation of the universe! This process was wholly independent of their merits, abilities, or any other intrinsic metric. These verses suggest salvation is the result of a “single force”: a mono-ergon. That single force is God, the one and only person responsible for salvation!

    Here are some excellent essays on monergistic regeneration.

    I found this excellent sermon which portrays vividly monergism at work in the example of the maid raised to life from death by Jesus:

    SALVATION IS MONERGISTIC by Dr. R. L. Hymers, Jr.
     A sermon preached on Lord’s Day Evening, March 6, 2005
    at the Baptist Tabernacle of Los Angeles “And he put them all out, and took her by the hand, and called, saying, Maid, arise. And her spirit came again, and she arose straightway: and he commanded to give her meat” (Luke 8:54-55).

    Matthew, Mark and Luke all record this miracle. When Jesus returned from Gadara on the other side of the Sea of Galilee, great throngs of people gathered around Him. There were two people in the crowd that were in desperate need. One was a woman who had an issue of blood for twelve years. The other was a man named Jairus, whose twelve year old daughter was dying in bed back home. Jesus began to talk with this man about going to his house to heal his daughter. In the meantime, the woman with an issue of blood reached out through the crowd and touched Him. She was healed immediately. Jesus stopped talking with this man Jairus about his daughter, and turned around to have a conversation with the woman who had been healed. While he was speaking to the woman, someone came from Jairus’ house and whispered to him that his daughter had already died. The man told Jairus,

    “Thy daughter is dead; trouble not the Master” (Luke 8:49).

    But Jairus was insistent. Matthew tells us that he said to Jesus,

    “My daughter is even now dead: but come and lay thy hand upon her, and she shall live” (Matthew 9:18).

    Jesus went with Jairus to his house. A crowd of people were outside weeping and wailing over her death. Jesus said,

    “Weep not; she is not dead, but sleepeth” (Luke 8:52).

    They stopped weeping and actually laughed at Him. They knew she was dead. She had already been dead for some time before He got there.

    Jesus put them all out of the house. But Mark adds a detail. Peter and James and John, and the dead girl’s parents remained in the room.

    “But when he had put them all out, he taketh the father and the mother of the [girl], and them that were with him, and entered in where the [girl] was lying” (Mark 5:40).

    Jesus had put all those who were weeping and wailing out of the house, and went in with Peter, James, John, and the girl’s parents, to the room where her dead body was lying.

    “And he put them all out, and took her by the hand, and called, saying, Maid [girl], arise. And her spirit came again, and she arose straightway [right away]: and he commanded to give her meat. And her parents were astonished; but he charged them that they should tell no man what was done” (Luke 8:54-56).

    I think there are certain very valuable lessons we can learn from this miracle that will not only help you to be converted, if you are lost, but will also help those who are doing evangelism, bringing in lost people to hear the gospel preached, as many of you are laboring to do.

    I. First, consider the purpose of this miracle.

    It was obviously a miracle, and a very great one. The girl was certainly dead by the time Jesus got there. Her body was probably already washed and prepared in a preliminary way for burial, at least to some extent. The Jews didn’t wait around like we do today. It was their custom to bury a dead body the same day it died. This is still done in many parts of the world, such as Central America, where my wife was born. That’s still the custom in Guatemala, El Salvador, and other parts of Central America. You don’t wait around because they often don’t have proper refrigeration to keep a dead body preserved for several days. This is also true in remote parts of China and Southeast Asia, and other parts of the Third World, like Africa. The fact that the mourners had already come to the house and were wailing and weeping outside, shows that they had time to get there, and the girl had been dead for some time before Jesus arrived on the scene.

    What was the purpose of Jesus Christ in raising her from the dead? Many people died while Jesus was doing His ministry. Twice we are told that Jesus healed all that came to Him (Matthew 12:15; Matthew 14:14). We may get the impression that He healed every sick person in Israel. But I do not think that was true. I think these healing times were specimen cases – to show that He could heal because He was the Messiah, the Saviour.

    This, I believe, is also true when He raised the dead. He did not raise everyone who died during His three-year earthly ministry. He only raised three people from physical death – the widow of Nain’s son; this girl, Jairus’ daughter; and Lazarus, his friend. Those are the only three people Jesus raised from the dead during the three years of His ministry on earth. Others died during this time, undoubtedly a great many of them. But Jesus only raised those three from death.

    He raised these three people for a reason, a very definite reason. Jesus didn’t just do things. He always had a reason for doing them. What, then, was His reason for resurrecting these three young people from death? I think the answer lies in the Apostle Paul’s statement in I Timothy 1:15.

    “Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners”
        (I Timothy 1:15).

    I Timothy 1:15 tells us that the main reason Jesus came into the world was “to save sinners.” Each healing recorded in the four gospels is given as an illustration of that great truth. Jesus’ main reason for performing these three miraculous resurrections showed, or illustrated (or we might say typified) a certain important aspect of His ministry of saving sinners (I Timothy 1:15).

    I say this for two reasons. First, because these three resurrection miracles Jesus performed were such perfect pictures of the new birth He gives to sinners, who are dead in trespasses and sins (Ephesians 2:1, 5). Also, because these three raisings from the dead picture so perfectly the monergistic nature of salvation. The word “monergism” means “by one power” – that of God. In contrast to that, “synergism” refers to the combining of powers – that of God and man. These three resurrections Jesus performed show that regeneration is accomplished by one power (God’s), not by the combined power of God and man, cooperating with God.

    II. Second, the resurrection of this girl is a perfect picture of regeneration;
    her raising from the dead typified all true new birth experiences.

    These three physical resurrections were completely monergistic, to use the technical theological term, which I think is a good one. Monergism means that a person is born again and converted completely by the grace and power of Christ, without human help. Synergism is the belief that man provides some help by cooperating with Christ in the salvation of his soul. Synergism is what many evangelicals believe today, as a result of faulty theology and the influence of many modern revivalists since Finney. Pure Pelagianism is the third view. It holds that man is saved solely by an act of his own will. Pure Pelagianism is what Charles G. Finney taught, illustrated by the title of one of his most famous sermons, “Sinners Bound to Change Their Own Hearts.” He preached that all up and down America – that people could regenerate themselves by a “change of choice.”

    Now it is clear from the story of Jairus’ daughter that Finney was not right. Since her resurrection by Jesus is a prototype of the new birth and conversion, it is very clear that Finney was wrong. The girl did not resurrect herself. She was dead. Stone dead. This account of her resurrection also shows, I believe, that synergism (sometimes called “semi-Pelagianism”) is also wrong. The dead girl couldn’t contribute one thing to her resurrection from death. The entire work was monergistic. God did the whole work of raising her to life through His Son, Jesus Christ. The girl contributed nothing at all.

    Now if that isn’t the correct understanding of this miracle, I don’t know what is. The Bible says so quite strongly,

    “And you hath he quickened [made alive], who were dead in trespasses and sins” (Ephesians 2:1).

    The whole quickening, making alive, of a dead soul is monergistic. God does the whole thing, from start to finish, without any help or cooperation from man. The Apostle John makes that quite clear when he says, that those who believe savingly,

    “Were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God” (John 1:13).

    The whole act of salvation, not part of it, is done by God in Christ. That’s monergism. And that is the teaching of this miracle, as well as the rest of the Bible. That was the teaching of John Bunyan, our great Baptist forefather, as well as the teaching of the great evangelists George Whitefield, John Wesley, and Asahel Nettleton, who so strongly disagreed with Finney.

    Monergism was the view of almost all the great evangelistic preachers, like Gilbert Tennent, Jonathan Edwards, C. H. Spurgeon, and Martyn Lloyd-Jones. It was the teaching of the earlier Reformers as well – Martin Luther and John Calvin. It was the teaching of the great pioneer missionaries like William Carey, who founded modern missions, and David Livingstone, who opened Africa for Christ, as well as the men who went as missionaries to open China in the nineteenth century, and John Nevius, whose influence opened Korea to the gospel.

    None of these great historical figures in evangelism and missions believed that man could make a new heart for himself, as Finney did, or that man could cooperate and help God convert him in any way, as the later evangelists did. No, these early men were all monergists. They all believed that salvation was a work of God in Christ – without the aid of man in any way – pure, old-fashioned monergism.

    Isn’t that what you see in this story of Jairus’ daughter? Christ came in to the room,

    “And he put them all out, and took her by the hand, and called, saying, Maid, arise. And her spirit came again, and she arose straightway: and he commanded to give her meat”
        (Luke 8:54-55).

    III. Third, the resurrection of this girl did not depend on any “decision”
    on her part, nor did it depend on the prayers of her friends,
    or on their help.

    It was solely, monergistically, dependent on the power and grace of Christ alone! Today we live in a time of decisionism. It has been so ingrained in us that we think we have to help people, or at least they have to help themselves be converted. Nearly every book I read on revival tells us that revival depends on God’s people preparing themselves for it, by fasting and prayer, and other efforts. But that is synergism, man doing his part, and God doing His part as a result. I don’t see that in the New Testament. What I see there is monergistic revival, revival totally dependent on the work of God with man playing no part in it. In fact, since we have switched to man preparing himself to bring about revival – there has been no revival of any consequence. Why? The great revival in the Book of Jonah gives the answer:

    “Salvation is of the Lord” (Jonah 2:9).

    And this is not only true of revival, where many people are converted. It is also true of each individual conversion. I am not telling you you shouldn’t pray for revivals or for individual conversions. Of course you should. The Bible repeatedly tells us to pray for these things. But our prayers do not make revivals or cause individuals to get saved. They don’t “make it happen!” God makes it happen in Christ! Salvation of an individual, or of many people in revival, is totally in the hands of God.

    We can yell and scream and pray like the people did who came to Jairus’ house and it will do no good at all. Haven’t we been doing things like that for years, fasting, praying, preparing – and yet has revival or many individual conversions come of it? They have not. We need to go back to the old way of our forefathers and depend on God in Christ alone for salvation!

    IV. Fourth, what this means to you if you are still unconverted.

    It means that you must stop looking to yourself. You will find nothing in yourself to help you come to Christ. The Bible says that your

    “heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked”
        (Jeremiah 17:9).

    Your heart is so full of tricks and deceptions that it will fool you every time. Your heart is not only deceitful, it is also innately and habitually in rebellion against God. The Apostle Paul said,

    “Because the carnal mind is enmity against God: for it is not subject to the law of God, neither indeed can be”
        (Romans 8:7).

    Your heart can’t obey God. It has the seeds of Adam’s sin controlling it. It has your actual sins polluting it even further. You are just like the Ephesians (who were exactly like all human beings),

    “Having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart” (Ephesians 4:18).

    With your heart in this depraved condition, there is really nothing you can do to help God save you.

    Dr. Martyn Lloyd-Jones once said,

    It is perfectly clear in the pages of the New Testament that no man can be saved until, at some time or other, he has felt desperate about himself…(Iain H. Murray, D. Martyn Lloyd-Jones: The First Forty Years, Banner of Truth Trust, 1983 reprint, page 207).

    Why would you feel the need for Jesus and His Blood to cleanse you if you have not had such an experience? Why would you need Jesus at all if you were not a ruined, dead sinner?

    “And he put them all out, and took her by the hand, and called, saying, Maid, arise. And her spirit came again, and she arose straightway: and he commanded to give her meat”
        (Luke 8:54-55).

    A ruler once came to Jesus by night To ask Him the way of salvation and light;
    The Master made answer in words true and plain, “Ye must be born again.”
    “Ye must be born again, Ye must be born again,
    I verily, verily, say unto you, Ye must be born again.”
        (“Ye Must Be Born Again” by William T. Sleeper, 1819-1904).

    May God grant you the grace and faith to come to Jesus Christ.  Amen.

    https://www.rlhymersjr.com/Online_Sermons/2005/030605PM_SalvationIsMonergistic.html